Chapter Eleven A few days later I was acting as a footstool for Vanessa as she watched television when she leaned forward and pulled the band out of my hair and idly ran her fingers through it. ‘I still think you’d make a lovely girl,’ she said. ‘I’m going to turn you into a she male. Give Emma a surprise when I hand you back. If I hand you back.’ The decision seemed as trivial to Vanessa as deciding to change the colour of her nail varnish. ‘First step is to remove all your body hair. Pop up and run yourself a bath. I’ll get Billy to shave you. I’ll be up in a couple of minutes to supervise.’ All I could think of as I climbed the stairs was whether Emma would approve or reject me completely though I had no real idea what ‘making me a she male’ would entail. I was also scared that mak

