January 14thOlive Pratt was really upset about the death of John. She told me that it was her fault and I didn’t say anything. It wasn’t all her fault. But maybe some of it was. She’s still been reading fashion magazines, been drinking. We’ve still been having s*x. The shrink recommended she try religion, so she’s been wearing a cross that someone must have sent her in one of the baskets. She even wears it during s*x. She plays with it, mindlessly. Then she saw a girl on a show who was drunk and flashing the camera. She had on a cross, it shone on her bare skin. She explained to the camera that she was a warrior of God and that God was her weakness and that she loved God because she was saved and that God could only save a few Christians with his power so you must believe in that power a

