38 LUCA ACCIDENT LUCA POV CONTINUES. I held Alvira and for a non rational and understandable reason, I just began gazing at her. It must have been the influence of the drug but I knew I just couldn't take my eyes off her. Soon, I found myself hug her. Then, I was being stupidly emotional and I heard myself say "I am sorry". I blinked hard the moment I said that and she tried to raise her head to look at me but I couldn't let her, I was feeling stupid already. Seconds later, she shoved me off. "What on earth are you doing here?!" She asked me like she was disgusted and at the same time terrified, the moment she found out I was the one standing before her I couldn't help but feel a bit bad and I blamed the drug for toying with my emotions. "...please leave," She said again and I

