BURDENS TO BEAR

1075 Words
I carried my bag and stepped outside. The morning air met me sharp and cool, fresher than the silence that had been pressing inside the house. I drew it in like I had been holding my breath all along. At the corner of the street, Sam was already waiting. She lifted her hand high, waving, her whole face bright with a wide smile. “You ready?” she asked. “Yeah, let’s go,” I said, smiling back. We walked together, quick enough to keep pace but not rushing. We talked small, nothing serious, just things that made the road lighter, until we reached the school gate. I told myself to leave home matters behind and keep my head on ballet practice alone. In the hall, the music started. We went into warm-up. My body moved sharper than other mornings. Every stretch pulled deeper, every turn came faster. I held my mind tight, refusing to let it drift. Coach clapped her hands and stopped us. “Christine, that was good. Very good,” she said. Her words lifted me. Pride rose inside. Sam winked at me across the room, and I had to smile back. Then I saw them. Some boys passing the hall window. My heart jumped when my eyes caught Henry among them. He slowed down as he walked, bent toward his friends to whisper, but his eyes stayed locked on me. My step almost failed. Heat rushed to my face. “Chris, focus,” Sam whispered, pressing my elbow. But what use? Every time I turned, I felt his eyes trailing me. My stomach knotted and twisted. Practice ended, and as we stepped outside, Sam burst into laughter. “You should’ve seen your face—blushing like tomato!” “Stop it, Sam,” I said, hiding my face with both hands. But deep inside, I was smiling. While we were packing our things, Henry appeared at the doorway. Sam leaned close and whispered, “Maintain your cool,” then slipped away, leaving me standing alone. My hands shook. My cheeks burned again. Henry stood in front of me. “I saw how you lost focus when you looked at me. Why was that?” I tried to answer. The words stumbled. “I… I don’t know…” I stammered. He smiled, soft. “Come and have lunch with me tomorrow. I want us to talk.” I swallowed. “Okay… I would love to.” I was shy, but inside me there was gladness. Later that day, me and Sam walked home, our bags heavy on our shoulders. The sun beat hot, but the breeze cooled us. When we turned into our street, I saw Daniel ahead. His skateboard hung under his arm, his head bent low like his thoughts were weighing him down. I whispered to Sam, “We will talk on the phone. I need to talk with my brother.” She nodded. She already knew how things stand in my house. “Okay,” she said. “Call me later.” She squeezed my arm before she left me. It was just me and Daniel now. I quickened my steps until I caught him. “Hey,” I said. He looked at me, surprised, then shrugged. We walked side by side in silence until he began to speak. “Christine,” he said quietly, “in this family, my name is already spoiled. Everyone expects me to do wrong, and most times I do. No matter how I try, nothing good stays with me.” I kept quiet. I let him pour out his heart. “You and Jimmy, people praise you. Teachers, neighbors, even Dad. But me?” He shook his head. “I can’t even remember when last someone told me they’re proud of me. I laugh like it doesn’t matter, but inside… it hurts. It really hurts.” Hearing him cut me deep. My chest felt heavy. I had never seen Daniel open up like that. He turned to me again. “Do you think it’s too late for me? Do you think I can still show Dad that I can do something good?” I slowed my steps and looked at him properly. For once, I didn’t see the stubborn boy people always talked against. I saw only my brother. “It’s not too late,” I told him gently. “You just need to decide to change. Change the way Dad thinks of you.” We reached home. Everyone went to their rooms. I went to mine, Daniel’s words still pressing on my mind. Hours later, the front door opened. Mom and Dad had returned. From their voices alone I knew their mood. Their steps were quick, their tones sharp. They carried worry on their faces. Me, Jimmy, and Daniel all came downstairs together. I gave Mom a small look to show I wanted her alone. She noticed and followed me quietly into the kitchen. I told her everything—how Daniel opened his heart, how he said no one was proud of him, how he asked if it was too late for him. Mom sighed long, her face tired. “I know your brother is struggling more than he lets out. You did well to listen to him. He needs that. I’ll talk to him. It’s not too late for him.” Then she leaned against the counter and lowered her voice. “Christine, your father and I are also carrying a heavy burden. Today at work, one of our clients ordered a very expensive car. We didn’t have it, so we bought one from another company, hoping it would satisfy him. But it wasn’t the exact model he wanted. He’s angry now and demanding a refund. The problem is, we don’t have that money available right now. That’s why we came home upset.” My heart dropped. No wonder their faces were so tight when they walked in. I held her hand. “Don’t worry, Mom. Things will get better,” I said, though inside I wasn’t sure. She nodded slowly, forcing a smile. “We just have to stay strong. That’s all we can do.” I nodded too. At least now Daniel’s secret wasn’t sitting with me alone. But now I was also carrying my parents’ struggle. That night, the house didn’t feel like home. It felt like a place where everybody was holding something too heavy to drop.
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