*1 year later* I stared down at Axel in his crib as he clutched his stuffed wolf toy in his little fist, a gag gift from my father that ended up being his most favourite toy ever and now he can’t sleep without it. He will absolutely scream bloody murder if he cannot find it or if anyone but him is holding it. With one last kiss to his forehead, I walk from the room and head to the bathroom in my bedroom. Lucian was in an emergency meeting with Magnus regarding some Rogue sightings a little too close to the borders, so I was by myself with the kids. And a pregnancy test. Again. I stared down at the pregnancy test in my hand and open the packaging. I do what I need to do and then walk away while it does its thing. I wasn’t sure how I felt about the thought of being pregnant only a little ov

