AMBER It always feels good having Gabriel around and today was no different. As always he made me smile and forgot about my troubles. He was like the brother I always longed for. My gift from the heavens. With him, I finally had a shoulder to lean on. Someone I could count on to be there always. All was perfect between us except I could always see the desire in his eyes to have me. He wanted to have me, though he had not said it in words but I could read through him. Had it been any other woman, she would have felt lucky. But I didn’t. I was too broken too shattered, too filthy to be with someone like him. It didn’t matter that my life had changed for the better, the truth was that I could never outrun my past. No one can. We switched off the lights and sat on the bed, popcorn in the mid

