At last, Drew dropped off to sleep, but Alyssa found rest far more difficult. She had a lot on her mind. Drew's so passionate and romantic, and the s*x felt shockingly good. It seemed likely he intended this to be a beginning for them, but he still hadn't said so.
And why should he? He asked for s*x and you gave it. You know how men are, like Mom always said. They'll take whatever you offer. No reason to suspect he'd mean anything more by it. Especially not from you: the poor, skinny girl from the ugly trailer park. To be someone's cheap lay is all that's expected, after all. Nice boys from good families marry nice girls from good families. Just like Marcie said back in high school, this isn't Cinderella.
You didn't deserve Drew when he was just a nice boy. Now he's a freaking doctor. Ye
