The Affair

Memories

She had to focus. She could do this. She could sit here with a room full of people and not be affected by John. All she had to do was to face her demons. She was almost there. Or at least that’s what she told herself. Maybe she should get a glass of water to help cool her off. She was almost afraid to get up out of the chair. She didn’t know if she had the strength to walk over and get her a bottle of water. Marlena slowly stood up and walked over to the refreshment table. She took a bottle of water, a glass and walked back to her chair. Opening the bottle she continued to review her past with John.

Fast forward to their first night home, the first time they made love. Everyone thought John was Roman, including her. The pictures they found on the mountain top proved that. That was the reason she was so drawn to him. That was what she told herself. Roman had come back to her. She could never feel that way about anyone but Roman. Of that she was sure. Even though he had no memory of being Roman, he was Roman. They were all so sure he was Roman. He had been held captive by Stefano until he escaped. And now they were home together for the first time as man and wife. She didn’t remember being so drawn to him the first time, but as they say – you never know what you have until it’s gone.

Her Roman had come back to her and she would love him for the rest of her life. She felt completely connected to him. That must have been the reason she went with him to West Virginia. She believed on some sub conscious level she must have realized he was Roman. It just took her brain to catch up to what her heart and body already knew. John in fact was Roman and tonight they would make love for the first time.

Back to reality. Marlena was sitting at the board table waiting for the meeting to begin. She still had twenty minutes. Just remembering there first night back together sent chills down her spine. She closed her eyes and let the memory wash over her.

Marlena told John to turn off the lights because they wouldn’t be coming back down. They walked up the stairs together holding hands. Marlena put Sami back into her crib and walked into their bedroom.

Marlena eased back into the board room chair and began to remember the first time she and John had made love. Just thinking about it caused the throbbing between her legs to intensify. She didn’t know how much more she could take, but she did know she had to face her past before she could move on with her future.

Back to the past.

Both of them were nervous. Marlena because this was the love of her life that had come back to her and John because he knew he loved her, he just didn’t remember anything about their previous life together.

Marlena sat at her dressing table brushing her hair, while John sat on the bed watching her.

“I’m so nervous; I don’t know what to do.” John picked up the pillow fluffed it and put it back on the bed.

“I feel as nervous as a school girl,” said Marlena.

“Are you as nervous as I am?” asked John.

“Yes, I am. But you know we were nervous the first time we made love. Do you remember?”

John looked at her with a pained expression. He didn’t remember it.

“That’s ok, I remember for both of us.”

As Marlena finished brushing her hair she stood up and began to undress.

John reached over and turned on the night light by the bed. Then he walked over to the light switch and turned off the main light. As she began to unbuckle her belt and unbutton her one piece jumpsuit he walked up behind Marlena and put his hands on her shoulders. Her back was to him.

“Let me help you with that.”

John put his hand on her belt and slowly pulled it through the loops until it was completely off. Next he went to the top of her jumpsuit and unbuttoned each button one at a time.

Marlena never moved an inch. She stood completely still, just enjoying his touch.

When he reached the last button, he slowly turned her around so that she was facing him. Marlena could see the raw desire in his eyes. He wanted her so much that it sent shivers down her spine. Still he said nothing. He put his hands on her skin and slowly lowered the jumpsuit from her shoulders, down her arms until it was hanging around her waist. Next he slowly knelt down and pulled the jumpsuit down around her legs until it was on the floor.

Marlena stepped out of the jumpsuit.

“Roman, I…”

John immediately looked up at her.

She stopped speaking the minute she realized she called him Roman. She didn’t want anything to spoil the moment.

“It’s ok,” he said. “I just have to get used to the name.”

“I could call you John if you prefer.”

“No, Roman is my name and that’s the name I want you to call me.”

Roman still kneeling in front of her brought both of his hands to each one of her ankles. Slowly he began to work his way back up her legs. When he reached her waist he stood up and continued until his hands were on her shoulders again.

Never had a touch turned her on as much as this one. Marlena stood in front of him in her bra and panties. She wanted this first time to be as special as the last time. She had a nightgown specifically for this occasion. She wanted to change into the nightgown but she couldn’t move, hell she couldn’t even speak. Her legs weren’t working and neither was her voice. She was enjoying his touch.

Finally, she found her voice and said, “Roman, if you wait right here I’ll be right back. I have something special for tonight.”

“Marlena, the only thing I need is you. I don’t remember the first time we made love, I don’t remember the last time we made love. Tonight I want to see you. That’s why I turned the night light on. I want to see your body. I want to see and touch every single inch of your body and when I’m done I want to start all over. I want to commit your body to memory. I never want to forget what you look like, what you feel like and what you taste like.”

Marlena was so aroused she began to tremble. Her n*****s became harder and showed through her bra. Her eyes turned a different shade of hazel. Her breathing became shallow and neck was on fire. Her panties were so wet she was certain the moisture would begin to slide down her legs. Never had a man’s words or voice turned her on so much in her life.

He hadn’t even kissed her yet. It was his voice, his touch, his smell and his smoldering eyes. It was him, all him.

As she stood trembling in front of him, Roman slowly unbuttoned his shirt and threw it on the floor. He stood in front of with only his jeans and shoes on. Slowly he unbuckled his belt and threw it on the floor. Next he unbuttoned his jeans and began to partially unzip them. Then he stopped.

Marlena watched in total amazement. She was so turned on by the thought of him taking his jeans off that when he stopped unzipping them she let out a small sigh. She didn’t realize she had been holding her breath since the moment he began to take his shirt off. She also didn’t realize her lips were slightly parted. She did, however, see the bulge in his pants and licked her lips in anticipation.

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Roman stepped out of his shoes. Then he pulled her closer to him. Their bodies weren’t touching each other but they were close. There wasn’t much space between the two of them.

He reached up with his index finger and traced the outline of her lips.

“Doc.”

Her heart skipped a beat every time he called her that. It was music to her ears.

“Doc, I promise you that tonight will be a night neither one of us will ever forget. Tonight is all about you. I want to make up for all of the lost time and all of the sorrow I brought to your life when I was gone.”

“Roman it’s not your fault. It’s…”

Before she could finish her sentence, Roman put his finger on her lips.

“Shh. Don’t say another word. Tonight is for you and only you.”

Roman looked deep into her eyes and slowly pulled her bra straps down her arms. Then he leaned in and reached around her back to unhook her bra. When he pulled back, her bra was in his hands. Roman didn’t say a word. He was in heaven. He knew that her body would be beautiful, he just didn’t know how beautiful it would be.

She stood in front of him with nothing on but her panties. She had never been a prude but she had also never been an exhibitionist. Tonight was different. For the first time in her life she wanted to stand before a man totally naked. She wanted him to see her; all of her.

“Roman,” she whispered, “make love to me.”

That was all he needed to hear. He wanted her so bad that his c**k throbbed. As much as he wanted to ravish her, he also wanted it to be special. He had to remember that patience was a virtue and good things come to those who wait. He was willing to wait until he was absolutely positive that she was completely satisfied. Her pleasure came before his.

Having resolved in his mind that her pleasure came first, he began to slowly pull her panties down. Again he knelt down in front of her until they were on the floor.

Marlena stepped out of her panties. She was completely naked and completely turned on. She didn’t know how much more she could take. They hadn’t even begun and she was afraid she would explode as soon as he touched her.

This time Roman’s hands were on the inside of her legs as they traveled up. His face was directly in front of her mound. He could see her lips were wet and he could smell her arousal.

When his hands reached her mound he stopped. He took one of his hands and traced her outer lips making sure not to let his fingers slip inside of her. As much as he wanted to, now was not the time.

As his hands traveled up her legs she began to pant. She didn’t think her n*****s could get any harder but they did. He hadn’t even touched them yet. He hadn’t even really touched her.

Just then she felt his hand on her outer lips. Her legs began to get weak from anticipation. Her mound became juicer if that was possible. She knew he could see how excited she was. She didn’t know how much longer she would be able to stand.

As soon as Roman finished tracing her outline he leaned in as if he would taste her. Instead, he inhaled her scent. He knew if he tasted her it would all over. He would never be satisfied with a just a taste. He would want to stay there forever. Now was not the time. There would plenty of time for that later.

Slowly Roman stood up and carried Marlena to the bed. He laid her gently in the middle of the bed. Then he continued to unzip his pants. Marlena was dizzy with desire. As he removed his jeans he stood next to the bed in nothing but his black silk boxers. They left nothing to the imagination.

Roman brought his hands to his waist and deliberately took his time in lowering his boxers. He wanted her to see him, all of him. Every last inch. He wanted her to know how much he wanted her.

As the boxers hit the floor, Marlena gasped in surprise. She didn’t remember him being quite so big, but then again, it had been a while. It didn’t matter; all she knew was that she wanted him like never before.

Roman climbed in the bed next to her, turned on his side and just watched her chest go up and down.

“I just need to see you.”

“Roman, I…”

“Shh. I just need to see you”

Never before had a man looked at her with such intensity or desire. Sure, there had always been men who looked at her; but none came even close to Roman’s stare. She was so ready, so wet, so close to exploding and they hadn’t even started yet. Already she knew this would be a night she would never forget.

Roman leaned in for a kiss. But before he actually kissed her, he took his tongue and gently outlined her entire mouth. When he finished tracing her lips with his tongue, he took her bottom lip in his mouth and sucked it.

The minute he began to suck her bottom lip Marlena moaned.

“Ohh Roman.”

Taking that as a sign of approval, Roman began to kiss her. He let his tongue enter her mouth and began to explore it the same way he did in West Virginia. Moving his hands to her shoulders, he gently rolled himself on top of her and positioned his c**k between her legs. Marlena quickly accommodated Roman thinking that finally they would begin to make love. Roman, however, had other ideas.

Roman reluctantly moved from her mouth and began to kiss her neck. He went down one side and up the other. Marlena, for her part, arched her neck to give him better access. Just as he was about to begin going down her neck for the second time, he stopped and went to a spot right behind her ear. He didn’t know why, he just knew he needed to kiss her in that particular spot. He decided to stay there for a while

Marlena hands were all over his body. They went up and down his back, around his waist, up and down his chest. She was already lost in the sensations of him kissing her neck but when he went to that place behind her ear she nearly jumped out of her skin. Even she didn’t realize that was one of her erogenous zones. They were truly in tune with one another.

Wanting to stay there forever but realizing there were other places he needed to explore with his mouth, he moved down her body to her breasts. They were magnificent. To him they were the 8th Wonder of the World. They were the perfect size and shape. But most of all they belonged to him. He licked his lips in anticipation.

Before taking one of her breasts in his mouth, he went back to her lips and kissed her. Then slowly he made his way back down to her breasts. Bending down he opened his mouth and captured her left breast with his mouth. He took his right hand and captured her right n****e between his fingers. As he sucked and rolled the left breast with his mouth, he squeezed, pulled and tweaked the right one with his fingers.

Marlena was in ecstasy. She arched her back to give him access to her breasts. She moaned and moved her head from side to side.

“Oh my god Roman!” she gasped. “ This feels so-o-o-o g-o-o-d.”

Then Roman switched breasts. He sucked and rolled the right one with mouth and squeezed, pulled and tweaked the left one with his fingers. Both breasts would get the same amount of attention from him. He was a man on a mission.

By now her breasts were so sore and hard that they hurt. But it was a good hurt. Pain and pleasure at the same time.

Somehow sensing the bit of discomfort she might be feeling, he gave each one a last lick, suck and pull before making his way down to her center. As he lowered himself down her body he kissed every spot his mouth came in contact with.

Finally he was right above her center. All he had to do was move his head down just a bit further. In fact if tried; his chin would touch her opening. Marlena moaned in anticipation.

But to her surprise, he stopped and moved his mouth back up to her face. He kissed her again. A deep, long, slow kiss. One that took her breath away.

Then he said, “I just want you to relax and enjoy yourself. The only thing you have to do is enjoy the moment.”

Still breathless from the kiss, she said nothing.

“Marlena, is that clear? Let me love you.”

She nodded her head in agreement, unable to speak.

Roman took her hands and held them as he lowered his head and began to kiss his way back down her body. Once again, he stopped at each breast to pay them the homage they deserved.

As he made his way down her body he removed his hands from hers and spread her legs wider. Then he bent her knees so that her feet were flat on the bed. Next he slid his hands underneath her ass to raise her up just a little. This time when he reached her center he didn’t stop.

Back to the present.