The early morning mist hung low over the estate, casting an ethereal glow on the dew-covered grounds. Eleanor stood at her window, sipping her coffee, her sharp eyes scanning the gardens below. Despite her best efforts, her thoughts had been occupied with Lucas ever since their conversation the day before.
Her father’s words echoed in her mind, Lucas was “reliable, quiet, and didn’t ask too many questions.” But Eleanor found herself wondering about the questions Lucas might not answer rather than the ones he didn’t ask. What was his story? Why had he left Ireland?
She shook her head, frustrated with herself. She was a lawyer, a woman who dealt in facts and logic. Daydreaming about a gardener, no matter how intriguing, was a distraction she couldn’t afford.
Still, her feet seemed to have a will of their own as she found herself heading down to the garden after breakfast. She told herself it was just to get some fresh air, maybe clear her head before diving into work.
The gravel crunched softly under her sneakers as she wandered through the rows of roses and hydrangeas. She spotted Lucas before he noticed her, his back to her as he trimmed the hedges near the fountain. His movements were precise, almost meditative, and she couldn’t help but admire the care he put into his work.
“Good morning, Lucas,” she called out, her voice breaking the tranquil silence.
He turned, a faint smile spreading across his face when he saw her. “Good morning, Eleanor. Out for a stroll?”
“Something like that,” she replied, stepping closer. “I needed a break from the house.”
Lucas wiped his hands on a cloth and leaned casually against the garden wall. “The house does have a way of feeling…stuffy, doesn’t it?”
Eleanor raised an eyebrow. “Careful, Lucas. Criticizing the house might get you in trouble.”
He chuckled, the sound warm and unguarded. “I’ll take my chances. Besides, I’ve seen enough estates to know that all the wealth in the world doesn’t always make a home feel welcoming.”
His words struck a chord in Eleanor. She thought of her childhood, the long, lonely hours spent in the vast, silent halls of the Harlington estate. Her parents had been more invested in their social circles and business ventures than in their daughters, leaving Eleanor and Vivian to be raised by a string of nannies and tutors.
“You’re not wrong,” she admitted softly.
Lucas’s gaze lingered on her for a moment, as if he could see the memories flitting across her face. “It’s easy to forget that people who live in places like this have their own struggles.”
Eleanor tilted her head, studying him. “You seem to have a lot of insight for someone who trims hedges.”
He smiled, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Let’s just say I’ve had time to observe.”
Before she could press further, a sharp voice interrupted them.
“Eleanor! There you are!”
Vivian appeared, her pastel sundress swishing as she approached. Her blue eyes flicked to Lucas, and a coy smile curved her lips.
“And who’s this?” Vivian asked, her tone sugary-sweet.
“This is Lucas,” Eleanor said, her voice a touch cooler than before. “He’s the gardener.”
Lucas inclined his head politely. “Nice to meet you, Miss Vivian.”
Vivian’s smile widened. “Likewise. You must have your hands full keeping this place looking so perfect.”
“It’s rewarding work,” Lucas replied, his tone neutral.
Eleanor fought the urge to roll her eyes. Vivian’s flirtatiousness was as natural to her as breathing, and it annoyed Eleanor more than she cared to admit.
“Vivian, didn’t you have something you needed to tell me?” Eleanor said, her voice clipped.
Vivian blinked, momentarily thrown off, before remembering her original purpose. “Oh, right! Dad wants us to go over the guest list for the gala. He’s in the study.”
Eleanor nodded, turning back to Lucas. “I’ll let you get back to work. It was nice chatting with you.”
Lucas’s eyes met hers, and for a moment, it felt as though the rest of the world had fallen away. “Likewise, Eleanor.”
As she and Vivian walked back toward the house, Eleanor could feel her sister’s curious gaze on her.
“Well, he’s certainly handsome,” Vivian said, her tone teasing.
“He’s the gardener, Vivian,” Eleanor replied sharply.
“And? You can admire a piece of art without buying it,” Vivian quipped.
Eleanor shot her a look. “Can we focus on the gala, please?”
Vivian raised her hands in mock surrender, but the smirk on her face lingered.
Later that evening, Eleanor found herself wandering the estate once again. The gala preparations had taken up most of the day, and while Vivian seemed to revel in the chaos, Eleanor had found it exhausting.
The garden was quiet now, bathed in the soft glow of the moonlight. She breathed deeply, the cool night air soothing her frayed nerves.
She didn’t expect to see Lucas again, but there he was, sitting on the edge of the fountain, a notebook in his hands.
“Do you always work this late?” she asked, her voice carrying softly across the garden.
Lucas looked up, startled, before relaxing when he saw her. “Not working. Just…thinking.”
She approached, curiosity piqued. “Thinking about what?”
He hesitated, then held up the notebook. “Writing, actually.”
Eleanor’s eyebrows rose. “You write?”
“Just bits and pieces,” he said, his tone modest. “Mostly poetry. Helps me make sense of things.”
She sat down on the edge of the fountain, a safe distance away. “That’s…unexpected.”
Lucas chuckled. “Why? Because I’m a gardener?”
“Because most people don’t write poetry,” she said with a small smile. “Can I read something?”
He hesitated, his fingers tightening on the notebook. “It’s personal.”
“I’ll take that as a no,” she said, leaning back slightly.
“It’s not that,” he said quickly. “It’s just…I’m not used to sharing it with anyone.”
Eleanor nodded, understanding. “Fair enough. But for what it’s worth, I think it’s admirable. Writing, I mean. It’s brave to put your thoughts into words.”
Lucas studied her, his blue eyes thoughtful. “You surprise me, Eleanor.”
She tilted her head. “How so?”
“You’re not what I expected,” he said simply.
She laughed softly. “Neither are you.”
They sat in silence for a while, the sound of the fountain bubbling gently beside them. Eleanor found herself relaxing in his presence, the tension of the day melting away.
“Do you ever feel like you’re living someone else’s life?” Lucas asked suddenly, his voice low.
The question caught her off guard. “Sometimes,” she admitted. “But I don’t think I’d know how to live any other way.”
Lucas nodded, as if her answer made perfect sense. “Maybe that’s the hardest part, figuring out what’s yours and what’s been handed to you.”
Eleanor didn’t respond right away. His words resonated with her in a way she hadn’t expected, and she found herself wondering how someone she barely knew could see her so clearly.
As the night wore on, Eleanor realized she didn’t want the conversation to end. But eventually, she stood, brushing off her skirt.
“Good night, Lucas,” she said softly.
“Good night, Eleanor,” he replied, his gaze lingering on her as she walked away.
For the second time that day, Eleanor felt the pull of something she couldn’t quite name. And for the first time, she let herself wonder what it might feel like to give in.