The answer…nothing, absolutely nothing is a better distraction than Mason.
Turns out Mason is right. We spend the day being lazy, relaxed, cuddled together while discussing easier, more laid-back topics. Our laughter flows freely, the mood shifting as the day becomes brighter. We watch a few movies in bed, Ray brings us some food to share and huge glasses of water.
By the end of the day, I’m feeling ready, the morning and previous days' obstacles momentarily forgotten while possibly pushing me to live. Reminding me that all I have promised is now, this moment. For some reason, my body and heart are connected to Mason. Like living breathing being the connection, we have has been instantaneous, like I imagine a mother looking at the lines on a wanted pregnancy test, she just always loves
