Chapter twenty three
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Saturday.
"If you really want to know ... I'll tell you." She took a mistake. "I had my first boyfriend a short time." It all ended two years ago. And it had only lasted six months.
I ... I always thought he loved me. Because I was sure I loved him. He was rich, beautiful and could have all the girls he wanted to have. Just like you. She looked at her hands for a moment, then looked back at Justin. He was attentive to everything she said.
"You told me beautiful words ..." He said he loved me every day. And that he would never leave me. And I was crazy about him. Tears threatened to fall from her eyes. Then she took a deep breath to continue. He was always affectionate and romantic. He gave me flowers every month of dating that we both completed. And he gave me chocolates every week.
I totally surrendered to him. In every way. I gave him my soul. He told me he had finished with his girlfriend because he was in love with me. But a few months later, someone told me it was exactly the contrary. She was the one who had finished dating him with him. And if she wanted ... he would come back to her without even thinking.
Justin was looking for a pity, and at the same time angry at someone he did not know.
"Then ... she started to send torpedoes asking him to come back with her." She said she still loved him. But he said to me, that he would never come back with her. Only ... He deceived me. The next few days were horrible. He rejected me ... I did not want to see me, I did not answer my messages, and when we met him he told me bad things, and we both fight.
He said I was getting unbearable. These were exactly his words. I was boring, stuck, and dumb. She looked at any place, but her thoughts returned exactly on the day of this event. As if that had never left her memory. He said I've never been enough for him. Nowhere, not even in bed. I ... really loved him. She could not contain tears, and they came.
I really did my way to make me enough for him. But he did not feel the same. He said I was a ridiculous girlfriend. Who did not leave him alone a minute.
"You ..." Justin interrupted. "It's over, did not you?"
She ignored.
He deceived me. He finished with me, saying he did not deserve me. I felt trash. I stayed weeks without going to college because of him. One day, I thought about going to his house. And I ended up finding him in bed with ex girlfriend. It was horrible. They were ... no clothes and ... "She sobbed, let the tears run to suppose and continue. - I ran away from there. I ... I was almost a whole year. My friends gave me strength to continue living.
Some time later, he came to look for me, wanted to ask for forgiveness. He said that his girlfriend was betrayed. I found this very ... fair. She smiled in the tears. He wanted a second chance.
"You did not forgiveness of him, are not you?"
- I forgave him yes. But he said he would be the last guy in the world, that I would date again.
"I ... I'm sorry for you."
- I do not care about it. No longer. But ... it's not worth having a beautiful love story, then die inside. And be afraid of everything, and everyone.
"Is it because of him, you do not trust me?" Let it be clear: I finished my courtship with Selena.
"It's not for that, I know it was you." But I know I can fall in love with you, and that's what I'm afraid of. After him, I did not trust anyone to be ... my boyfriend.
- I understand you perfectly. He was worried. "But how can I prove you that I'm not him?"
"I trust you Justin. And ... and you know what love is. I do not know. I know I can trust you. If he did not trust he would not have told him this story.
"So you're going to give me a chance?"
- Yeah. She smiled.
Justin breathed alleviated. And he smiled.
"I just need a few days to think better." OK?
"In four days ..." He approached her. - You tell me. Yes or No. I'd rather be.
- Thanks.
She got up, and Justin too. And they hugged them.
***
Sunday.
- Ask Justin.
She jumped onto him in bed.
- The day is so beautiful. You are losing.
"Please ... let me dream that you have already said yes, and that we are already boyfriend and girlfriend. He covered his face with the pillow.
- Justin! - she laughed. - Wake up.
- I'm already waking up. He got out of bed, wearing only his boxer underwear and a big basketball player shirt. - Good Morning. He gave her a kiss on his face.
- Good Morning. Hmm. Justin? You do not have any ... Short?
- To sleep? No. He laughed.
Justin left closet wearing suit and tie. What she thought very strange.
"Where are you going like that, so ... beautiful?"
- I go in an important interview.
- During your vacation?
- Yeah. I do not I can do nothing. It is an interview with the most famous presenter in the United States of America. Do you want to accompany me?
- Hmm. I do not think so.
- We will have breakfast?
- Of course.
"Are you getting used to Mary's food?"
- Hmm. Yes. It's the best. But eating like this ... I'll end up turning a whale.
"Well, I'm already going to the photos.
- Hmm. You said it was a Justin interview. - she smiled.
Justin looked away, and straightened his tie.
"It's ... they are both.
- All right.
- See you later, my angel. He kissed her on his lips quickly, and left before she could complain.
***
Without Justin, she spent the afternoon doing nothing. She just spent her time talking to Haylen and Mary. At lunchtime she barely touched the food.
Masi late, after checking the emails and updates on Twitter, she went to the garden hoping to find Jac.
- Hey how is everything? Are you busy?
Hi. He smiled. - What a beautiful surprise. I'm fine and you?
"Actually feeling alone in that huge mansion." I need a company.
"Well, where's Justin?"
- Ah! He went to a ... photo shoot, interview ... or something like that.
- It's ok. I'm super available to be your company.
He gave a big smile, and she returned.
- That's good.
The two began to walk around the lawn. In the corridors of shrubs and roses.
"I'm crazy to get out of this thing from my arm." I feel like I'm fine. And I do not know if it's going to make sense if I ... staying here.
- Because?
- I do not know. He wants me to spend my vacation here with him.
- Whats wrong?
"I have to go back to New York. I have a life to take care of. And it's difficult.
- What is hard?
- Hmm. Can we leave this subject aside, and do something cool?
- Of course. What do you suggest?
"I do not know ... let's watch a movie?"
- No. I do not want to get into Justin's house.
- Because? Do not you live in her anymore?
"I stay in a room in the back very small." Is different. I guess I should not do that.
- It's ok. What do you suggest then?
- What do you think of ... work? - he laughed.
- What do you have to do?
- I was just kidding.
- Yeah. She laughed. - But ... Come on?
- No. You can not work. Because of his arm.
"I do not like it when that happens. Look, my arm is bandaged, but I'm not dead.
- All right. - he laughed. "Let's start trimming the grass from the garden."
- Excellent. Give me a dresser.
- This one. He walked to pick up two grass trimmers.
What was to be a difficult task ended up turning a joke. The two trimmed the whole grass, laughing all the time, and betting races.
After being able to get on, they threw themselves on the trimmed grass.
"That ..." She was recovering the folég. - It was exhausting. But it was cool.
"I never worked like that." Have fun at the same time. But get up that they still have more. He got up and helped her up.
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