Obsessive Passion

Chapter twelve

Wednesday.

Justin arrived at the building a few minutes later. He told his security guards to wait at the entrance and went up to her apartment.

The two did not bump into the door for very little, he looked at her with the suitcases in his hands, and his eyes swollen from crying.

- Where are you going?

- What are you doing here? Did you leave your brothers alone?

- They are not alone. And don't try to change the subject. he said quickly, his voice altered and his eyes wide. - Where are you going?

- That is none of your business.

- Look, listen to me. Please. - He pulled her by the arms, and came closer. But she broke free immediately.

- What do you have to tell me? - she was very angry. - That you can't control yourself near me? That you can't be alone with me, without being able to kiss me? Because that's all you know how to tell me.

- I swear I'm not that person you think I am.

- So tell me, who are you? Tell me something new?

- Wants to know? He looked at her feet for a moment, and then focused on her eyes.

-Yes.-He crossed his arms.

- I am ... completely, in love with you Leticia.

- Ah! - She rolled her eyes, laughing at him. - And now, the name of that is passion?

- This is very serious. I ... I can't resist every time I smell you, your skin ... your mouth. -looking at her was hot, -I just can't control myself, dammit! - He ran his hands through his hair, as a sign of despair.

It's hard, I can't go a minute without thinking about you. The first time I saw you, I just wanted s*x, I confess. But ... later, later I found out that I want much more than that. I want to be with you, take care of you, I want to protect you. - her voice was calm now. Almost a whisper.

- Oh! - she couldn't help herself, the tears came again, falling from her eyes over and over. - Take care of me? Protect me? Justin, you just want to grab me all the time, kiss me hard ... it has a name, but it's not a passion. It's obsession!

- I've apologized to you before. Do you want me to ask you on your knees? - he knelt on the floor. - I beg you, forgive me. Please.

- Do not play the role of a little boy in love, you are already an adult man! You only play as a child when you want something. Convinced! You think all the girls in the world should fall at your feet and be with you whenever you want, and when you want.

He looked at her with perplexity when she stood up. His light brown eyes were red with fury, both brilliant and pleading.

- So, I show up in your life. she continued calmly, breathing hard. - I'm not going to bed with you, and you decide to do it all? - she lowered her voice, now she was begging. - You can have what you want in this world Justin. Forget me.

When she took two steps to leave, Justin grabbed her arm and pulled her close to him. He brought her face close to hers, and stroked his cheeks with his thumb.

- I'm not lying. I'm falling in love with you. I feel that this is true. I'm crazy for you.

He leaned his forehead against hers, and closed his eyes. They were very close to each other, but they seemed to be two kilometers apart.

- That's right ... - she suddenly walked away. - You are crazy. He just wants to prove to himself and everyone that he gets all the girls he wants. But I'm not that stupid!

- This is not true! - his chest rose and fell under his white T-shirt. - Give me a chance to show you what I feel, it's real.

- I've been giving you chances since the day I first saw you! I'm not stupid. Goodbye Justin.

She crossed the room, towards the door.

- I can't bear to see you go. I don't know what I'm going to do without you later ... I won't let you.

She gave a forced smile. Because the last thing she wanted to do at that moment was to smile.

- What are you going to do? You can rule over your employees and everyone. But don't boss me around! See if you can avoid more scandals Justin Bieber!

She tried to open the doorknob, but Justin pulled her arm too hard. When she looked at his hand squeezing his arm, she looked at him in fright, and then in anger.

- You are hurting me! Let me go!

Justin dropped her, and saw that her grip had left his fingerprints on her arm. After a few agonizing seconds of silence, she ran almost immediately to the elevator that was right in front of his apartment.

Justin pulled his own hair out, and gave a loud cry. Then he picked up a glass cup that was under the coffee table and flung it on the wall, scattering shards all over the rug.

- Damn it!

He ran to the living room window, opened it and sat on the parapet with his legs dangling out of the building.

Down there you could only see the avenue with cars and traffic lights.

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