Violets Addiction

Chapter 8

After they were done they called us in there to say one more good-bye, But this time he wasnt on life support so how could he hear us. How could he know we came to say good bye if he is dead. I started crying harder cause this was the last time i was gonna get to say goodbye to him and i just didnt know it was gonna end like this. It was over all an emotional day. After we said our byes Chris took me home and thats when i crashed. I was sleeping alot lately and crying alot its just the pain was to much to bare. My mom came home for the funeral and i had went it was emotional as well. My mom stayed in town for a couple of days after the funeral and she said i was depressed and so she schueduled a time for me to see my doctor.

At the doctor they asked me a bunch of questions and yes they said i was depressed so they put me on anti deppresents. I didnt think i was depressed to be honest but apparently i was in there eyes. They asked me if i slept alot and i said yes cause i do.

Do you cry more often than usual?

Yes, But hello i just lost my best friend.

Do you think of just wanting to end the pain?

Well, Yes.

How so?

Suicide, to be with Daniel

and the questions went on and on and i was there bout 2 hours, it was ugh. A couple of days later i am thinking that Daniel wouldnt have wanted me to sit here and be depressed he would want me to live my life to the fullest so my friend had texted me asking me to go to a party and i said yes, So on that Friday i got dressed in a black short tight dress and my hair was down with black heels. We were going to a club and we were gonna have fake I.D's to get in. As were there my friend Melanie had went off with some guy to dance and i went to the bar to get a drink. After like 4 shots just by myself, I was pretty drunk but not that drunk i knew what was going on. This guy came over to me and started talking to me.

Hey, Careful there haha. He said slitely laughing

Trust me i need these. I said looking at him

Ayden. He said holding his hand out for a hand shake

Violet. i said shaking his hand

Pretty name. He said smiling slightly

Thanks, yours too. I said smiling back

Do.. Do you wanna dance ? He asked nerviousley

I thought you never ask. I said laughing softly

As were dancing he is moving his hand around me and well you know what kind of dancing we are doing and as we both get tired and go and take some shots.

your a pretty good dancer Violet. He said flirting

Thanks but look i know what guys are like at clubs and they only look for one night stands, and quite frankly i have had a rough couple of weeks i cant end up in another messed up position. I said seriously

I dont do one night stands and if i did with you i would have to get your number to have " another one night stand " Cause your beautiful and i want to get to know you better and hang out some. He said seriously

Are you serious? i said smiling

yeah, but only if your okay with it. He said nervous

Yes, Yeah ill give it a shot.

Ayden seemed like a really nice guy and looks like he mean well but i dont know if im ready for a relationship but i feel like i know what Daniel would say. So i gave it a shot. I mean he looked and sounded like a nice guy. At the end of the night it was like 4 in the morning i was really wasted and couldnt drive home and i my mom was home so i couldnt go home and Melanie had left with some guy already. Ayden had offered to let me tay at his place so thats what i did i guess cause i woke up in a bed with an oversized T-Shirt on and panites. I wake up in a bed with a huge hang over. Its weird cause i as i looked around i saw the bed was on the floor and it was kind of nasty looking room with the smell of m*******a. As i slowly get up open the door and go to what is the living room im guessing i see 3 guys oneof which was Ayden there all sitting on the couch but 1 of them is sitting over the table with a debit card and snorting stuff.

A..Ayden? Where am i? I said scared

He looks up and comes walking toward me and he says can we talk in the room please. As we get in the room the first thing i ask is where am i and what is going on and what is he doing?

Calm down, your at my house cause you were really drunk last night and you didnt want to go home with your mom so i texted your mom from your phone and told her you were spending the night with Melanie. Were not doing anything. he said

Why is he looking like he is doing cocaine?

Okay, Calm down its not cocaine okay now chill you should try it makes youfeel really good.

Do you know what that will do to you? I said

Nothing i gonna happen if you only try it once now trust me. Come o. He said holding his hand out.

I took his hand and followed him in the living room where his two friends Jason and Sean were.

Jason, Sean this is Violet. Violet Jason and Sean.

Hey there princess, How are you doing Sean said looking at me up and down biting his lip As Jason hit him and said pardon his disrespect hey Violet its nice to meet you.

Nice to meet yall too. I said quietly while sitting next to Ayden

As i got on my phone i felt Aydens hand on my thigh and i look at him and he looks at me and says im not moving it he said in a playful way. As i kind of just smiled playfully then got up and said i need some clothes.

Do you really have to go home now?

I mean yeah to get some clothes and then i can hang out but i cant go out in public or sit around all day in your shirt and my underwear.

Sean said we dont mind and Ayden hit him and said ill drive you is your mom home?

Yeah maybe im not sure.

okay lets go.

Okay.