As i woke this morning i was staring in the mirror and just thinking as i was doing that i heard a knock on my door and a slight whisper.
Good morning princess. Daniel said as opening the door slightly
What do you want Daniel i say while walking out of my bathroom.
I want to apoligize for last night for what i did to you, you know i love you and your mom dearly, and i am so thankful for you and your mom, i wasnt in the right state of mind when i said all them things.
I cut him off, no your not allowed to say that your not allowed to swoop in and say sorry and me just forgive you just like that like its not how it works. you have to mean what you say and quite frankly i dont accept it. Do you understand your my best friend and i love you so much but it hurts to see you go through this like i know being bullied hurts okay and i know you want to cope with it but drugs daniel is not the answer come to me you never come to me anymore you just build everything up inside of you and never let it out and in swear those drugs will kill you faster than just the pain.
You dont understand Violet.
What dont i understand i have understood for 11 years what could stop me from not understanding now?
Okay, its pretty embarrasing really. he said rubbing his head
Okay let me hear it.
Collin dumped me.
oh my gosh Dani im sorry when was this?
The week chris punched me.
Oh im sorry. i said going in for a hug
Also my parents got into a car wreck and my dad is on life support. He said almost in tears
Thats when i hugged him even tighter saying im so sorry.
He held me back and he cried in my arms as we sat down on my bed and he layed his head in my lap and cried as i held him letting him know everything was gonna be okay he fell asleep. i guess he really did miss alot of sleep cause he was knocked out, thats when i woke him up to move to the top of the bed and said we will skip school today but he has to go back tomorrow and he held me tight with his head on my chest. He held me so tight as if he thought i was fixing to leave but i said i wasnt going anywhere and i kissed him on the cheek. He is my best friend.
( 2 days later)
We went to visit Daniels dad in the hospital and i guess they got into a fight cause Daniel came out sad and wanted to go.
(Daniel And Mr. Scotts conversation)
Hey dad... Daniel said nervous
Oh hi Daniel. He said kind of upset
How are you feeling?
Im better.
Okay. Daniel said
So, Are you still gay? Daniels dad asked seriously
Ugh..... Y...Y....Yeah dad i am. Daniel said nervous
Oh, okay listen you should go.
Why? he asked upset
Cause i made it clear the first time by kicking you out i dont support faggots but looks like you dont get the hint. Daniels dad screamed
I guess i dont im your son how could you doi this?
Do what, go by what i believe in, what i thought you believed in but then you have went behind my back and did this your no son of mine Daniel.
Wow, no son of yours okay, i wouldnt want a sorry excuse of a father for you anyway, I hate you John i really do. Daniel said walking off
Get out and dont come back. Daniels dad said
Daniel stormed out and said he wanted to go and not come back, it was a silent drive home. Daniel went to his room and didnt come out till the next morning he went to school but He wore a hoodie and hid his head, walking in shame like he hated his life. when he got home this morning he lifted over me to grab a coke and i saw his wrist and they were cuts.
So thats why you wear a hoodie to hide this really Daniel why?
Im sorry it just feels better than my actual pain.
Im getting you help Daniel i really am. i said angry and gave him a kiss on the cheek.