The voice in my head

A vivid dream

(Michaela’s POV)

As I lay there staring at the ceiling willing myself to sleep, my eyelids get very heavy when suddenly I’m looking upon a scene I don’t recognize. In front of me there is a building with a line of people going around the corner. The people are all dressed to the nines and are the most beautiful people I have ever seen. Women with a beautiful hair, gorgeous toned bodies, all different combinations of hair, eyes and skin tones but each one absolutely gorgeous. The men all seem to be toweringly tall, each one more muscular than the next.

I suddenly felt self-conscious thinking about myself. But then that feeling from earlier in the car began to overtake me. That burning sensation that came from the very depth of me, burning up through my being suddenly warmed me all over and gave me the largest burst of confidence. It was like I was where I was supposed to be. I was beautiful too, I belonged here.

Men turned to look and the women did too. I made my way through the line in no time at all. Inside the building the music was blaring and the dance floor crowded with people. I blinked hard adjusting my eyes to the lighting when suddenly everything changed. It got eerily quiet until all I could hear was the sound of my heart pounding in my ears. The crowd seemed to part and suddenly there was a faint smell that was comforting and so enticing. It was like fresh air after a rain and a hint of musk. I scanned the room to see where the smell was coming from and I caught a blurred glimpse, a hazy silhouette of the most amazing physique i have ever seen. I stepped forward trying to get a better look, and I suddenly woke.

I felt sad and disoriented like i was missing something. I sat up and shook off the empty feeling and realized it was all a dream. I decided to wake melissa to get ready for our night out.

After showers, we got into our club outfits and did our make up. We gave each other a once over and decided it was time to go. Melissa wore a tight pair of royal blue capris with a black sleeveless top that had a cut completely down the front showing her ample cleavage. Her heels almost made her as tall as me without my heels on. Her dark brown hair fell neatly in waves down her back and her smoky make up accentuated her dark brown eyes and long eyelashes. I had let her talk me into a green mini dress with a cut out on my side. It was tight to my chest and the v in the front showed just enough cleavage to really make me feel sexy. I had on black heels that made me feel a little too tall and I worried I may be taller than a lot of the guys since i was already 5’9” without them. But they made my legs look amazing so melissa said i had to wear them. She talked me into most things so I quickly shrugged the height worries off. Melissa assured me there were plenty of tall guys out there and suddenly the voice in my head clearly said “your mate will be tall don’t worry” and i gasped realizing I never took my medication today!

I ran and grabbed the sweatshirt i had on earlier and felt the pocket for my bag i keep my medicine in and it was gone! Melissa and i searched the car and my luggage and i realized i must’ve dropped it in the driveway when mom was vigorously hugging the life out of me. Melissa said, it’s ok, its only a few days, let’s just go and have fun. I sighed and decided she was right, i would be fine…i hoped.