My Minds A Battlefield

Chapter Seven - Lies, Lies, Lies

My trip to A&E last night really had me thinking about how social media sites can really affect you.

I couldn't stop crying with a major headache, and why...? - because JF had sent those mean texts to me via social media.

Okay, texts aren't really classed like social media, but f*******: is and I had already had lodes of arguments with her over f*******:.

If I hadn't had to spend eight hours in A&E last night, I probably wouldn't have thought about this but I had a plan, I was going to put my phone and laptop away and only use it for emergencies.

This was going to be hard, but I had too. I was also going to delete my f*******:.

Scrolling through my two f*******: accounts, I had a plan of writing to everyone, Except JF and her whole family, that I was going to only use my phone and laptop for emergencies and if anyone wanted to contact me, to send me old fashioned letters.

JF seemed confused as to why I was deleting my f*******: but I didn't care.

She knew really... I mean SZ was right, she was the one who sent them. I told JF everything and now it came crushing back onto me.

At least, I thought she was the one, who else could it be?

By now, my laptop HD started collecting dust.

I was so down that I didn't want to do anything, not even talk.

I found it so hard to keep away from my phone, every time I looked at my phone I had messages from friends and they were all asking how I was.

I wasn't really responding to anyone apart from SZ, I told him everything.

I could really relate to SZ right now and I trusted him. Little did I know that this was just one of his lies.

Every time I said I had a headache, SZ kept saying that he had a "banging headache" too. This helped me relate to him even more. All through his lies.