Seline
It feels good to say these words.
They’re not entirely false, but saying something and believing in those words is not easy. Sometimes, you have to fake confidence to achieve it. I have spent a lifetime being put down and demeaned, so it’s a little hard not to start believing all those things about you. A part of me considers myself a waste of space, but then I can’t really do much about it, aside from putting my head down and going about my daily life, trying to be kind to others.
There’s Lacy, and maybe a few others, but deep inside, the child inside me is always scared of having the few friends in my life turn against me. So, I hold back, and try to give more to hold them to me.
But it feels good to stand in front of Austin and tell him that I know I deserve better than h
