2nd Chance

Over and Over

The darkness seemed to last for an eternity. I fell deeper and deeper into it.

I refused to open my eyes, scared of what I would see and were I would be.

I had been good in my life hadn't I? Surely I wouldn't be in hell. Or at least I hoped not. The thought alone absolutely terrified me. Time seemed to be different here. Wherever I was. Be it heaven, hell, both, or neither. Flashes of light caught my attention in the darkness. I could see them streaking through my eyelids and it caused me to immediately open my eyes . Before me scenes began to form as if I was watching old movies on an ancient movie projector. The room I was in was cemetery black with a mist that settled up to my chest. Memories from my short time on earth began to play over and over. My very first memory was my father teaching me to ride a bike. I had fell and scraped my knee and began crying. He picked me up and cradled me in his arms. "Shhh ... Kat, it's okay. It's just a scratch. Remember to be strong. Your a wolf and of a strong blood line. One day the world will see your strength and they will bow before you." My father had told me this story many times as a child, yet none of it had came true. Sure, I was the Luna of one of the largest pack in the world for a short while, but no one bowed to me. KY rarely let me venture outside of my wing of the oack house unless it was official business. I was only there because the Moon Goddess seen fit to mate me with KY. I was there because that was expected of him, not because he loved me, or looked at me as his mate. My father bandaged my knee and kissed the wound. I had stopped crying and stood up. "Would you like to try again?" my father asked and I eagerly shook my head wanting nothing more than to be the wolf he thought I was. Wanting nothing more than to make my father proud of me. The scene faded away and another took it's place. I was around thirteen years old and lying in my warm bed at my parents home.

A strong smell had woke me Nd I sat up looking around, trying to figure out what it was.

That's when I seen smoke bellowing from the bottom of my door. I jumped put of bed and ran to the door and grabbed the doorknow.

I hissed as my skin sizzled on the scolding hot metal and pulled my hand away.

The smoke was growing thicker and thicker. I began to cough and it was becoming hard to breathe.

I looked to my window. I grabbed the chair from my vanity and threw it as hard as I could making it fly through the window.

I grabbed my blanket and threw it over the shards of glass and climbed outside.

My eyes widened once i stood up. My entire viage was engukfed in flames.

We were under attack!

I looked around panicking and trying to find my mom and dad. They had been in their room with my baby brother.

I went to their window but flames shot out locking at my face.

Maybe they had already escaped.

I noticed the wolves running through the streets. The screams of my pack sounded in my ears.

A sharp pain brought me to my knees. One by one links from my pack were rupped away. Each life snuffed out from the suprise attack. Until the final link, my alpha was no more.

I screamed hding my head until i heard a growling.

I looked to my right and there was a huge black wolf coming my way. I scrambled to my feet.

Suddenly a large brown wolf barrel led into him.

"Katniass run!" It was our beta Alec.

He didn't have to tell me again. I turned and ran with everything I had through the woods behind my home.

The scene again disappeared leaving me in sobs. I had lost everything that day.

Another memory began to play against the darkness.

I was celebrating my 18th birthday in my little cabin. I had made this pmace my home after loosing my family and my pack to the fire.

I sung to myself as I twined the daisies together making a crown for myself.

I was startled when a banging sounded on the door.

I had never had company , especially way out here. It was why I had chosen the place. It wasn't on any territory I knew of and it was very secluded.

"I'm not here to hurt you. Please open the door!" His voice sounded gentle and drew me too him.

Before I even realized what I was doing I had pulled the door back and KY stood on the other side.

He smelled like fresh rain and marshmallows roasting over a fire.

He was gorgeous. I hadn't seen a man or anyone for thar Matter in so long.

"What are you doing all the way out here by yourself?" He questioned.

I could tell from his aura he was a high ranked wolf and it made me nervous.

"I have lived here for 5 years sir. My pack was killed in an attack when I was thirteen, along with my entire family. They burnt our village to the ground while we slept. " I explained to him feeling oddly comfortable being honest with him.

"You're from shadow crest?" He gaped at me and I shook my head.

"Look me in the eye little wolf." He commanded and so I did.

I lifted my vibrant green eyes to his silver ones. My heart raced s my wolf went wild in my head.

"MATE!" KY had growled and pulled me against him. His eyes glowed white as his wolf surged foward to claim me.

The memory stopped as the others had. I didn't want to see anymore . This was all to hard.

I grabbed my ears and closed my eyes.

Nothing helped as my entire life kept playing out before my eyes.

KY Telling me he was in love with another, the birth and death of our son, and my death.

When the memories finished and began playing once more I started screaming.

"Stop this! Please, stop!" I cried outto the darkness over and over but no one answered and the memories kept playing on repeat driving me completely insane.