Loving Mrs. Hwang

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Mrs. Hwang put all her things to Hyoyeon's room, they will share room since we don't have spare room.

She was monitoring my meal and medicine. She also put a wet towel on my forehead and she comes back like every hour, I couldn't sleep as I waited for her to come and see me.

It wasn't annoying and I found it cute.

She's concern about me and she takes care of me. I feel my head is getting bigger because I feel special. She's treating me like I'm special for her. I could see how worried she is, I just want to be like this but drop the fever, it's killin' me af.

For our dinner, Mrs. Hwang cooked skinless chicken with soup and poached eggs. She also made me drink a hot milk tea. I was feeling better, my body was reacting fast to Mrs. Hwang's tender loving care.

Then, I slept really good that night. No dreams, just black.

The next day, I felt so much better though there was still mild headache but better than yesterday.

I dragged my feet from the bed and went to the kitchen. The foods caught my attention, it was already on the table but there was no Mrs. Hwang. Maybe she was in Hyoyeon's room.

Then I felt like I have to pee so I just went to the bathroom next to the kitchen. The door was slightly opened but when I was about to go in, I saw Mrs. Hwang's naked back.

I froze instantly and I swallowed hard.

Her bare back was smooth and white, she was showering! The water from the shower sprinkled perfectly on her skin, I gaped at the sight... s**t. Her body was perfect. As if I already saw everything, I just saw her back and my eyes wanted to look down but I stopped myself.

I shut my eyes but I opened the right one to peek, it was so tempting to look but I knew that it was wrong so I reprimanded myself from doing it. I turned around and took a deep breath.

It relieved me, I was about to walk away but I heard her beautiful voice.

"Taeyeon?" Mrs. Hwang called me. I froze again, I was stuck. I couldn't move s**t.

I wanted to run to my room but I couldn't. Damn it. I was really embarrassed, she caught me. I hope she wasn't thinking that I'm a pervert.

"Taeyeon?" I heard her voice closer and when I turned to face her, she was just an inch apart. My breath hitched, the towel was wrapped around her body. Her hair was drippin' wet and it was in a messy bun but still, she looked utterly gorgeous.

I tried to look her in the eyes because I could practically see her cleavage if I look lower than her face.

Geez! Dukongs, help me please!

Mrs. Hwang smiled at me "I'm glad you're awake, I already prepared breakfast for us," she informed me then she put her palm on my forehead to check my temperature. "Hmm, I think you still have mild fever Tae."

My heart was beating wildly and I guess, my face reddened.

She frowned "Are you alright?"

I merely nodded.

She awkwardly pulled her hand away from my forehead "Umm... wait me in the kitchen, I will just put my clothes on," she rushed to Hyoyeon's room and shut the door.

Well, I saw her cheeks blushed. Maybe she didn't notice how awkward for me to see her like that and she just realized it when I barely responded to her.

Cute. That's so cute.

I was about to walk to the kitchen but the doorbell rang, who could that be?

I lazily went to the main door, opened it revealing a handsome guy wearing his casual wear. He looked cool and professional.

"Hi," he greeted me as he smiled with his perfect set of white teeth.

What? Is he a super model? I don't know him and I'm curious of who he is.

"Oh... hi..." I asked trying to be polite.

He grinned "I didn't know that Hyoyeon's sister is as beautiful as you."

I blushed, I thought he's a nice guy for complimenting me "Um... t-thank you. May I ask who you are?"

"My name is Minho, I'm Hyoyeon's friend. Also, Tiffany's future husband. I know she's staying here since yesterday, I just want to see her before I go back to Gwangju," he introduced.

My world shattered into pieces, I was torn apart. Mrs. Hwang's fiance was in front of me. He looked perfect for her unlike me, I'm just a student. Nothing compared to this guy.

It really hit me that I don't deserve Mrs. Hwang, she's better off with him.

I forced a smile "Oh, and I'm Taeyeon. Please come in," I moved aside to let him in.

He smiled and walked in "Thank you," he took off his shoes before stepping to our living room.

He has a good manner, I see.

Then Mrs. Hwang came out from the room and she looked surprised to see her fiance.

"Hi baby," Minho greeted her with a hug then a painful scene smashed my heart wholly. He kissed her on lips. "I missed you."

"Wh-what are you doing here?" Mrs. Hwang asked and she glanced at me. She looked uncomfortable as I watched them.

"I went to Seoul Medical Center for conference and I thought, it would be great to see you before I go back to Gwangju and yeah, I'm so happy to see you babe," he kissed her forehead lovingly.

"I-I... I missed you too," Mrs. Hwang replied.

Gosh, I'm out of the picture. Maybe I should give 'em privacy.

I walked going to my room but Mrs. Hwang stopped me "Taeyeon, where you think you're going? You have to eat, you still have fever."

I couldn't say no to her so we went to the kitchen and started to eat. Mrs. Hwang put a lot of foods on my plate and she gave me a glass of milk. Her attention was focused on me.

We talked about stuffs and I felt very little when I knew that Minho is a doctor. He's a surgeon to be specific and he's assigned to Gwangju Hospital. It's quite far from Seoul.

Oh and he's just 29 years old but I think he already achieved a lot in his life. He must be really smart. He's a perfect guy, a perfect husband.

"So you're Tiffany's student huh?" Minho asked being nosy.

I nodded and just continued eating, I didn't want to be rude but I wasn't in the mood for anything.

"Are you okay Taeyeon?" Mrs. Hwang worriedly asked.

"Actually... I'm not... I'm not feeling well. I just want to lay in my bed," I answered.

Mrs. Hwang stood up "Okay, let me help you to go to your room."

I shook my head "No, Mrs. Hwang I can do it. You don't have to help me."

"Tiffany," she corrected me. "Call me Tiffany, we're not in school."

"Mrs. Hwang? So you're using Mrs.? That's so sweet baby," Minho said. "But I'm so excited to hear people call you Mrs. Choi."

Tiffany just smiled to him then she walked around the table to help me stand. Geez. This woman! I'm not paralyzed or anything.

"You stay here Minho and finish your food. I'll just help Tae," Mrs. Hwang said.

"Okay babe sure," he winked then smirked.

He was implying something, what? They will f**k later huh? I don't wanna hear it. It dropped my mood to its deepest limit.

I started to walk but Mrs. Hwang held both of my arms to support me. I rolled my eyes and walked fast but again, she held me firmly but carefully so we could walk slowly.

Mrs. Hwang tucked me in my bed then she sat next to me, looking at me.

"I'm sorry about Minho," she sadly apologized.

"Why say sorry about him?"

"Because he just came here without consent. I mean this is your place and I'm just staying here-"

"Nah. It's fine. This is Hyoyeon's place and he's her friend too. He can visit here whenever he wants and you can go now, have a quality time with him. I'm fine here," I smiled but deep inside, I'm hurt and jealous of him because I can never have her. He's so lucky to have her.

Mrs. Hwang suddenly held my forehead down to my cheek, I could feel her warm and it was so good.

She fondled my cheek "Tae, please get well soon. I don't want to see you like this," I could see worries in her eyes as she looked at me.

I just nodded.

Mrs. Hwang retracted her hand from me and stood up "Okay, I'll go now but I'll be back later. You rest."

"Tiffany?"

"Yes?"

"Um... thank you for taking care of me. I know Hyoyeon just forced you to do all this but you're not obliged to do this."

"No she didn't force me. I want to."

"Huh?"

"I want to take care of you Tae," she genuinely said.

I couldn't help it but to smile, she's so sweet, that's her personality.

"I'll be back to check you, rest now," she smiled and I nodded.

Then Mrs. Hwang walked out of the room and gently closed the door.

Aishhh... what's happening? How can I forget my feelings for her if she's always with me? And she's treating me very special. I don't know if I'm receiving wrong signal from her. I'm confused with her action.

Damn it.

I didn't know that I slept but as I woke up I was shivering uncontrollably. My head was throbbing harshly so I just shut my eyes tightly to endure the pain.

Then I realized there were safe and comfy arms that wrapped around me. I relaxed my eyes but still closed and I leaned forward. My nose and lips touched a skin and I could smell the familiar scent, Mrs. Hwang.

She was here in my room, in my bed hugging me! And yes my face was in the crook of her neck so I nuzzled to it.

I just grabbed the opportunity.

Mrs. Hwang made an inappropriate sound, a low moan and that made me stiffened.

"You're awake..." Mrs. Hwang suddenly announced.

I gulped then pulled my head to face her "W-why are you here?"

"Isn't it obvious? I came here to check you maybe... two hours ago and I saw you sleeping and shivering. You're very cold until now so I laid myself next to you and hugged you," Mrs. Hwang explained as she stared into my soul.

She's really beautiful. Every day she becomes prettier, I don't know.

"Where's Minho?" I asked curiously.

"After he ate, I said that he should go. You know... Gwangju is kinda far."

"So you didn't have s*x?" I mumbled.

"Excuse me? What did you say? s*x?" She raised her right eyebrow.

I pursed my lips.

"Do you think I'm that kind of woman?" She looked pissed, insulted.

"No but it was all over his face. It was obviously written on his face. He wanted to and I thought you love him-"

She interrupted me "Yes I love him but that doesn't mean we need to have s*x. s*x is not really important when you love a person, well, it's just part of it. It's just a lust," she lectured.

Geez. So this is just lust that I feel for her?

"We never had s*x, never... not until we get married," she clarified.

"You really love him," I realized.

"What about Seolhyun? She just played your feelings, aren't you mad at her?" She changed the topic ignoring my comment.

"I told you I deserve this and no, I'm not mad at her," I simply replied.

She grimaced "But she hurt you! You really like her that much?"

I shrugged "Maybe."

Her eyes softened "Why are you so kind?" Then she held my face. I was still shivering. "You're so cold," she touched my lips with her thumb "even your lips are cold."

I didn't notice but Mrs. Hwang was leaning down to me and she stopped when our lips were only half inch apart. I held my breath as my heart was beating to its limit. Practically we kissed as her lips bumped slightly to mine.

What is she waiting for? I looked into her eyes, she was hesitating or what.

I looked down but before I could move away, she held the back of my neck and pulled me then finally captured my lips. She was a little bit aggressive as she was kissing me. I was stunned that I couldn't even respond to her but I could still feel and taste her delicate pink lips. It was mesmerizing and addicting, I felt like I was in euphoria.

I could feel her hunger and excitement in this kiss. Her low moans were turned on as her lip locked to mine. I was about to respond but she harshly pulled away. Also, she got off from bed muttering "This is wrong... I'm sorry."

I looked at her, hurt. She'd just kiss me like that then regret it? s**t really happens.

Then she walked out of the room, I hid myself in the comforter and cried.

This will always happen if I let myself give in. I should put walls to protect myself. This sucks!

My body was still shivering, I was cold and my head was also hurting me. I wanted to bang this head on the wall to get rid of the pain but that's a dumb idea.

"s**t, you're freezing!" I heard Mrs. Hwang said. This was the first time I heard her say inappropriate word but I didn't hear her came back.

I dared to show my face and looked at her, she was going to lay next to me and when she did, she wrapped her arms around me. She put my face on her chest and I could feel that she kissed my head.

"I can't just go, I can't leave you like this," she cooed.

I was just getting started to put my walls but all of a sudden, she broke it. She broke it easily. Again.

And I let her in... again.

Why am I being so stupid?

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