I followed Tiffany outside and she was just walking away, like away from our cars. I ran after her and held her hand.
We were in the secluded part of the street, she turned to me crying.
"Where are you going?" I asked, kinda feel bad.
"Away from you," she shoved my hand away.
"Are you mad at me? And now, you want to leave me again?" I asked hurtful.
"I'm not mad but I'm hurt. You didn't mention that you already have a girlfriend," she wiped her tears harshly.
"I thought you didn't expect anything from me? So why are you acting like this?" I retaliated, trying to piss her off.
"God Taeyeon, I love you! I can't bear to see you with other! Are you playing with my feelings? Are you happy seeing me miserable? I guess, you don't love me anymore," her voice was shaking. A tear broke free from her eyes again and the rest followed like a broken stream. Her face showed distress and her breathing became irregular because of sobbing.
"I'm afraid that this might happen and it's happening. You don't know how hard I mustered all the confidence and courage just to be back here and face you. I've always wanted to win you back though we didn't have official relationship before, I fought all the negative thoughts. I'm not blaming you for that, I was depressed knowing that I might lose you," she confessed as there was constant sniffing like she was resisting tears.
That slapped me hard, I'm so dumb!
A flood of tears gushed down my pale cheeks.
"Maybe when I left, I already lost you," she painfully assumed. "Go back to your girlfriend, I'll be fine." More warm torrents of grief coursed down her face.
Vast tears came out from my eyes like a river escaping a dam, more thought whirled through my head. My vision was blurry, it was difficult for me to see her clearly. Of course, I don't want lose her this time.
I stepped closer to her and our bodies were just an inch apart.
Tiffany bit her lower lip staring at me, she was baffled with my action "W-what are you doing? I said, go back to your girlfriend," then I noticed that she was also staring at my lips back to my eyes.
"Okay, I'll go back to my girlfriend," I mumbled.
Tiffany was about to turn around but I hugged her tightly "Where you think you're going?"
She was fighting and pushing me but I didn't budge "Then go back to your girlfriend."
"I'm with my girlfriend," I exclaimed and she froze.
"W-what? Wh-what d-did you s-say?" She stuttered.
"I'm with my girlfriend, you are my girlfriend... Pani," I reiterated.
Tiffany slowly wrapped her arms around me and sobbed "Is this real or if it's a dream, I don't want to wake up."
"Please stop crying and this is real Pani ah," I smiled as I hugged her feeling her warm. I missed this so much. I don't want to ever let her go again.
"But you're crying too," she whined.
I chuckled "I missed you so much Pani."
Tiffany pulled away and faced me "I can't believe this, I thought you were mad."
I shook my head "I'm not mad, I was hurt before but I already moved on. My love for you didn't change a bit, no, it changed because I think I love you more than I did. I will never let you go this time Tiffany, even if you leave me, I will follow you. You will never get rid of me this time so just walk away if you don't like that," I explained.
"Never, I won't leave you again Tae. I'm your girlfriend so we are official now?" She asked bashfully.
I kissed her forehead then wiped her tears "Yes Pani." I kissed the tip of her nose "I love you so much."
She stared into my eyes and smiled "I love you so much more Tae."
Then I kissed her lips, she seemed surprised with it but she complied as she wrapped her arms firmly around me. I feel secured, I feel her warmth and most, I feel her love. Overflowing.
My heart began to pound crazily. A feeling of desire ran from my heart,to my chest, and to my whole body. It sent sweet chills down my spine.
She bit my lower lip just like the touch of butterfly wings. She initiated the moves and savored the moment. Tiffany gasped uttered the almost inaudible sound of a low moan, desperately wanting more. My chest was pressed against hers, I could feel our breasts felt nearly flattened.
All the noise, the people and things around us, vanished in a whirl, it seemed that we were alone. Nothing was important than to taste the sweetness of this wonderful kiss.
I finally understood why people enjoy kissing. It feels satisfying and I can't get enough of it.
But we should control ourselves and don't rush things so we gently pulled away, panting. We gazed at each other lovingly.
"Tae, there's never a day that I don't think of you," she softly said.
"Me too, you always invade my mind," I smiled caressing her cheek.
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you," she stated giving me her sweetest eye smile.
"Thank you for coming back Pani," I rested my forehead to her.
"And thank you for giving us a chance again," she cooed.
Loving Mrs. Hwang is best feeling I've ever felt. She gives me a lot of emotions but mostly, positive emotions.
I thought that I would lose her but I'm glad that she came back to me.
I don't believe in destiny, people come and go by choice. Let's just say it's fate that we met but it's up to us if we would work it out.
I don't know what will happen to us in the future but I will always gamble my heart for her.
Trust, forgiveness and love. I thought it was hard to give but when you accepted the situation and if the time heals you. Everything will be easier.
Don't rush, take time and trust in love.
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The End.
So yeah, it's the end and sorry if there's a lot of typo.
But if you want I can make a special chapter. :)