Loving Mrs. Hwang

First day of school

It was a beautiful day.

First day of school.

Yay! I hope y'all heard the sarcasm there. It's not that I hate school because I like it to be honest, I like being a student. I'm only stress about school stuffs and friends. Yes, y'know we have some friends that will stress you because of stupid matters that they do but of course, we still care for them.

I'm kinda bored going to school because I love my bed so much and I've used to it, to stay in bed my entire vacation. Sounds lazy but you can't blame for that, I'm not really a sociable person and I like sleeping a lot.

I'm also a night person, I sleep all day and stay up for the whole night. Great. That makes me emotional, at night, we are all alone with our thoughts. Our minds rewind the day's activities and we contemplate everything in our life. I just assume that we all do that because mostly, I do that. That's my night routine.

And yeah, I didn't sleep much last night and I woke up early this morning. I readied myself to school and go, I don't care.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not neglecting my studies, I'm just kinda feel off this time because I need to adjust for my schedule. Geez.

Anyway I'm a third year college student taking Fine Arts in Seoul University. I've been living with my sister for over two years now here in Seoul while our parents stay in Jeonju. My sister has her own apartment and she works in a business firm as a manager. She always travel for business purposes but it doesn't affect our relationship as sisters. She's four years older than me and she's twenty five.

I'm grateful to have her as my sister, she gives everything I need and sometimes, she spoils me as a reward for school. I'm good at all subjects but there's an exception, I'm really bad at this subject.

Guess what? English. My L and R, B and P, D and T, are just the same when I speak English. You can't blame me for that, I was born and raised in Korea. Our language is really different from it. I really suck at it, that's why I almost failed it last year.

Sucks to suck. Indeed.

Today, I decided to walk to my University because of the fact that it's just 15 minutes away from our apartment. My sister gave me her car when I turned 18 and she bought a new car for her. I'm thankful for it, at least, I have my own car. I'm really lucky to have her in my life.

As I walked on the street, I could smell and feel the breeze of nature. It was soothing me, giving me good vibes for today.

Yoona suddenly crossed my mind, she's my best friend since high school and we haven't seen each other the whole summer so yeah, I kinda miss that little s**t. We did text or call sometimes, video call but seeing her in person is a lot more different. I smile just thinking of that crazy biatch.

I was lost in my thoughts when someone grabbed me in a narrow back street between buildings, it caught me off guard then the person forcefully pinned me on the wall.

I groaned in pain, my precious back was hurt!

I looked at the guy and I recognized him instantly. Byun Baekhyun, my nemesis. He looked furious as his glares were like daggers.

My eyebrows snapped together "What? What do you want?" I asked with an attitude.

Give me a break. He was ruining my good day.

"You! Because of you, Seolhyun rejected me!" He barked angrily.

"Me? What did I do?" I shook my head. He was making no sense. Why would he blame me for that? What a pathetic reason for hurting my back!

"Because she told me she likes someone else!"

I mirthlessly laughed "So? Seolhyun is my friend and what is it to me that she likes someone else?"

"That's the point! Because she likes you! A worthless dyke!" He spat those venomous words right in my face.

I shoved his hands away from me, it's okay to call me a dyke but putting the word worthless before it makes my blood boil. Yes, I'm into girls but that doesn't mean I'm worthless. I believe, every person is in this world has their own purpose in life so how dare him to judge me like that?

Oh? And Seolhyun? She's in the same year and she's taking Tourism. She's famous in our University because aside from being pretty and smart, she's also talented. She plays a lot of instruments and her voice is amazing.

Take note. I'm not really pleased knowing that she likes me, it will be awkward now because I only like her as a friend.

"You know, you always blame me for your misery. Stay away from me, you're a guy but you're acting like a girl. You don't respect a girl-" he cut me off.

"Because you're not a girl!" His jaw clenched, obviously irritated.

"No, because you're a disrespectful jerk! Don't blame me if Seolhyun doesn't like you because I didn't do anything. You can't blame me if she likes me," I cockily told him. I wanted to piss him off for calling me worthless.

Then again, Baekhyun pushed me on the wall, I grunted.

"I will kill you! You always steal who I like! You f*****g dyke!" He yelled at the top of his voice. He was really mad. "I will beat the s**t out of you!"

"Instead of blaming me why don't you just make yourself a better person? Study and stop being cocky. Also stop bullying, it doesn't really make you cool. It makes you look fool," I preached.

Baekhyun was trying to choke me with both of his hands "I don't need your advice. I want you out of my sight!"

Okay. He was choking me, it was time to stop of holding myself back and I would beat the s**t out of him!

All he does is to talk but he can't do anything. I'm much stronger than him, I had learned how to defend myself and I'm keeping my figure always fit.

I was about to push him but someone interrupted me.

"Hey! What are you doing?! Let her go!" A woman shouted sounded like a superior.

I looked at her and everything went in slow motion. Damn it, this woman was Aphrodite. She was so beautiful. She was wearing white long sleeves polo, black pencil skirt and black high-heel shoes but not matching her outfit, she has a black backpack slung on her back.

The woman walked to us and shoved Baekhyun's hands away from me. My breath hitched, she was more beautiful in closer look. s**t. My heart was pounding hard in my chest. I became nervous as well.

Baekhyun seemed to be stupefied as well, I can't blame him, this woman was a real goddess of beauty.

"You're bullying a girl? Now you call yourself a man? How disrespectful to treat a girl like that?" She scolded Baekhyun.

Baekhyun shook his dumb head and woke himself from being hypnotized "Huh? Uhh... no! She's not a girl and you don't know her miss!" What a dumb? Seriously? He just said it.

The woman frowned, she looked at me from head to toe. I stiffened with her stares. Those eyes were intimidating yet beautiful. Beautiful is not enough to describe her. s**t. What am I saying?

"Not a girl? But she looks like a girl to me?" The woman said unsure.

"I am a girl," I informed her.

"No you're a dyke!" Baekhyun corrected me. I rolled my eyes.

"Whatever, you should respect people despite of their personalities. You can't just hurt them because you don't like their s****l orientation. Grow up and be a man! Hurting and bullying is not cool, you're just making yourself look like a fool," ding ding ding! We have a winner. That was what I'm talking about.

Baekhyun shut his mouth.

"Now apologize to her," she commanded the poor guy.

"I will never ever do that," he hissed then walked away. He has too much pride to himself. Poor him. He never learned.

The woman looked at me, worried? No, she was pitying me. I didn't like it. Why would she?

"Are you alright?" She sweetly asked.

I nodded "Yes but you didn't have to do that because I can handle myself. He's just a piece of s**t," I replied being arrogant. I couldn't stop myself, words were just coming out from my mouth.

"Is that your way of saying thank you?" She seemed disappointed as she crossed her arms.

"No if you want I can buy you a coffee?" I suggested.

"Sorry but I don't swing that way," she rejected and gosh, my heart plummeted and scattered on the ground. That hurts being rejected on the first day of school. Wth?

Play it cool KimTaeyeon! I mentally cheered myself.

"I'm not asking you anything, I said I will buy you a coffee if you want," I clarified.

She purse those plump lips of her then glance at her wristwatch "Hmm... fine. Then buy me a coffee," she blushed then turned around.

She doesn't swing my way huh? I doubt that as I smirked.

We went to the nearest coffee shop and I ordered hot choco milk while she ordered black coffee. Of course, it was on me.

We sat next to the glass wall while waiting for our orders. She pulled out a book from her backpack and started reading. I just stared at her memorizing every detail of her pretty face.

She was really focus reading and I envied that book because it has all her attention.

I don't know what's happening to me but I think I like her. I'm sort of nervous around her as my heart beat faster than its normal.

"Do you want me to melt or something?" She suddenly asked but her eyes were still glued on the book.

"Huh?"

"Because I can feel that you're staring at me. Sorry to say but I will not melt if that's what you want," then she looked up at me. I swear my heart exploded and I froze.

"Are you nervous?" She smirked. "Am I making you nervous?" She asked bluntly. s**t. My heart skipped a beat. I will die young with her words, it really hit me hard.

Still, I didn't respond.

"You're beautiful," she complimented. "Are you really a lesbian?" She asked curiously with a hint of disgust in her eyes. She's straight gosh. I could track it with my gaydar.

Are you a lesbian?

Yeah, I'm lesbian.

I thought you were Korean.

Aishhh...

I sighed "I don't label myself but yeah, I'm into girls." I answered uninterested.

"What it feels like to date a girl? Is it like to date a guy?" She asked more being nosy.

"I don't know. I've never dated a guy so I can't compare it. All I know is if I dated a girl, it would just mean I like her. And if I dated whom I like means happiness," I sincerely answered.

She bit her lower lip as she stared at me. Oh wait. She was staring at my lips!

Geez. I mentally smirked.

So I licked my lips slowly and she looked amused staring at it.

"You're curious huh?" I told her then smirked.

She tried to distract herself and look down on her book. She was acting cute though, I turned the table.

The barista came to us and served our orders then the woman stood up as she put her book back in her bag.

"I... ah... better go now. Thanks for the cofee," she didn't wait my response as she took her things and rushed out of the coffee shop.

I wanted to follow her but I feel like she wants to avoid me, I also wanted to slap my head for being stupid because I didn't get her name and cellphone number. It dropped my mood real quick.

I didn't want to go to school because this would affect my mood the whole day. s**t.

I'm still pissed with myself because I didn't know that girl more. I spent an hour in the coffee shop just thinking how dumb I am.

But still, I went to school though I'm 15 minutes late.

I hate the fact that I have two English subjects, English literature and Journalism Workshop. And one of those is my first subject. Really. I'm in the bad mood. I hope there's no detention anymore since we have changed our adviser. I know it sounds like high school and we still had detention last year.

I was heading to my homeroom, no s**t. Homeroom it is. My new adviser was already there and I was praying that there's no detention whatsoever punishment.

I stopped in front of my new homeroom then I sighed before knocking on the door.

"Come in," I heard a familiar voice yelled from the inside. Oddly, I couldn't remember who it was.

I opened the door and bowed my head to apologize "I'm sorry miss, I'm sorry if I'm late."

"You are... 17 minutes late," the professor said strictly. "Detention later."

I was about to argue but when I looked up at the professor, my eyes comically popped out.

"You??" She shrieked.

Oh no.

She was the girl I like and I saw the cup of coffee on her table, I bought that for her!

Kill me now. She's my adviser??

Then I scanned the classroom and I saw Baekhyun there looked like a lost puppy.

Another s**t.

Nah.

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