Thoughts

3 Years

“I’m so nervous I don’t know what to do with myself.”

I look over at Alissa and she smiles,

“Brooke, girl, don’t be nervous you look fine as f**k, and he won’t know what to do with himself when he sees you.” I partially believe that but am still shaking. “Thanks b***h but I just don’t know... what if this is all wrong and we actually hate each other??”

She rolls her eyes, “You know you get in your head too much about this stuff so just relax and be yourself you’ll be fine.”

I just mutter an “okay” under my breath because literally nothing is helping my nerves. As we pulled up to the airport, I text him and let him know we’re here and that I’ll meet him inside. I get ready to get out of the car and turn to Alissa, “Come with me?”

We both chuckle and she pushed me out, “Go meet your man before I drive off.”

I laugh “fine be that way.”

Before I walk off, I do a little shake since my heart is pounding. I text him where I am and try to get all my nerves in order. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think. All I could do was stare. I see him before he sees me, and I’m stuck. He’s even more handsome in person. Thick and tall. He’s a few shades darker than me but still on the lighter side. Sexy. His curly fade is fresh as f**k. He looks at me and I still can’t move. Even as I see him getting closer, I can’t seem to get my legs to move.

I’m not far from the car so I hear Alissa when she yells “Move b***h!” I look back at her and wave her off, breaking my gaze. When I turned back around, he was much closer than I anticipated and everything in me screamed to be near him. I was no longer in control of my actions and somehow, we were wrapped around each other, and everything just melted away. I took everything in. The way his scent filled my nose. How his arms felt around my waist. How short I was I compared to him. Standing on the tips of my toes to hug him, my hands had a mind of their own and my fingers went through his hair and softly landed on his face. All I could get out was a “hi” before he pulled me to his soft lips. The pool of warmth that filled my belly made me grip his hair a little too tight, making him softly moan and pull away from me.

Looking at me with such soft eyes, “Babygirl I would love to continue this but I’m sure everyone around would appreciate if we continued elsewhere.”

Coming out of my stupor I released him and looked back at Alissa and caught glances of everyone staring at us. I hurried and pulled him to Alissa’s car.

“Alissa Devin. Devin Alissa. Now let’s go before I die of embarrassment.” Alissa and I sit in the car while he puts his bags in the trunk. Alissa looks back at me and says, “Oh my gosh Brooke that kiss was so hot!!” My cheeks get hot thinking about it. “It really was. I swear my p***y has never been wetter.”

“I don’t-,” before she could finish Devin hops in the back with me. Having him so close is intoxicating. The entire drive just holding his hand had my heart beating out of my chest. I’m barely engaging in conversation because I’m afraid I won’t be able to form whole sentences. I’m nodding and smiling, trying to keep calm. I need to shake this off before he thinks I don’t like him. Alissa drops us off at the hotel and I tell her I’ll text her for our meetup later. Devin and I go to our room, and I look at the view while he sets his stuff down.

“I’m gonna take a shower and get ready. Do you need the bathroom before I go in there?” I look at him and smile and shake my head no.

“I’ll just get ready out here.” He smiles and heads into the bathroom. I immediately got my phone and texted Alissa.

He’s taking a shower. Do I just leave him be or go in there??? I feel like I should wait but I’ve been waiting 3 years and idk if I can take being this close and not getting closer.

You’ve waited 3 years, a few more hours won’t hurt. If you’re ready for the next steps show him you are, BUT, let him lead.

You’re right. I’m just gonna get dressed and try to ignore the fact that HE’S NAKED IN THE BATHROOM RIGHT NEXT TO ME! You don’t understand how badly I want to go in there.

GET DRESSED. Ignore the fact that he’s in there and remember if you’re ready later then he can peel that dress right off you 😜

Ugh okay okay I’ll get dressed. But don’t expect me to keep my hands to myself tonight.

I wouldn’t expect anything less.

I like her message and set my phone down. I get my stuff and start getting ready. By the time I start my makeup I hear the shower turn off. My nerves are back now. I shake them off so I can do my makeup. Just before I finish my hair he comes out. I stare at him through my mirror and it’s literally like the movies. A trail of steam behind him as he comes out shirtless. I think I let out a small moan which of course he heard, and he just smiled. I had to stop, close my eyes and breathe before looking at him again. It didn’t help much.

“Babygirl if you’re gonna look at me like that all night, I’m not sure we’ll be going out.” So of course, being the defiant little brat I am, I turn and look at him. I’m just testing the waters to see how far I can go before he literally throws me on the bed. “I have no idea what you mean.” I smile and turn around just slowly enough that my ass jiggles just a little cus I know he’ll look. He bites his lip but says nothing and proceeds to get dressed. I finish my hair and let Alissa know we’ll be ready soon. I look at Devin and goodness does he look sexy. Wearing a Mauve, almost silky button down, dark pants, and shoes that match his shirt. Along with a chain and a few rings. His style fits him so well.

“Would you like to take pictures with me?” I ask him as he seems to be done getting ready. He smiles and shakes his head yes while walking to me. For some reason it didn’t occur to me that he would have to be close to me for pictures. It was incredibly hard taking pictures and not thinking of his hands moving all over my body. Anywhere he touched left me tingly. Before we went down to meet Alissa, he stopped me and said, “Let me look at you.” I’m not wearing anything special. I picked this color because of how it looks against my skin, so I guess I do look cute. Lavender purple, one shoulder dress on my light Carmel skin? Yeah, I definitely look cute. He proceeds to spin me and then holds me. “You are so stunningly beautiful and I’m so happy I finally got to meet you in person. It’s been an insane 3 years, but seeing you, holding you like this was worth it. I’m never letting you go.” He leans in and kisses me. It’s different from the first one. It’s like he’s letting me know that he is mine and I am his and that’s all that matters. I lean into it and so does he. His hands are feeling my curves and lingering in spots I’m sure he wishes were uncovered. We’re up against a wall and he has one of my legs held up by my thigh. My dress rolled up just enough for him to see the color of my thong. Lacey, deep forest green. His favorite color. He growls and grips my hips. Then looks me in my eyes. “Babygirl, I have to stop us here. Your phone keeps vibrating, which I’m sure means Alissa is waiting for us. I need a minute to uh…calm down.” I took my eyes off him and tried to take a quick peek downwards but that turned into full blown staring. He’s still holding my hips, so he grips a little harder to get me to focus. “Okay let me get my phone.” Saying this must have given him what he needed to let go of me because if I hadn’t, I don’t think we would be going out with Alissa. Giving ourselves a last check, we head out. We decided to go to a restaurant/bar after walking around for a while. Alissa and I are increasingly tipsy but Devin and Matthew, Alissa’s man, are just barely there. I tell myself I need to start slowing down since I don’t really want to get drunk on his first night with me. At the restaurant we order and are just engaged in conversation. Me and Matthew are talking, and Devin and Alissa are talking across the table to each other when Devin decides it’s a great time to put his hand on my thigh. I squirm which only makes his hand go higher. I’m not sure what to do at this point since his fingertips are on my inner thigh and so very very close to touching my panties. I tried not to look at him so as not to raise suspicion, but I knew that was the wrong move since he gripped a little tighter making me glance at him. He smiled and asked if I was enjoying myself. I couldn’t help but smile back and tell him “Yes very much so.” I take the opportunity to move closer to him, which of course moves his hand closer. His fingers brush across me and I feel him tense. I put my hand on his thigh hoping I’ll be able to calm him a little. I continue talking like normal so neither Matt nor Alissa asks any questions. He relaxes a little but doesn’t move his hand. Not until the food gets here and he has no choice, but before he does, he whispers to me, “that dress is so sexy on you I’m having a hard time keeping my hands off of you.” I whispered back “I didn’t say you had to,” giving his ear a small nibble, pulling back and smiling at him. Luckily Alissa and Matt were in their own world, because he put his hand back on my thigh, fingers brushing against me gripping tight telling me “Do not tempt me little girl.” I moaned. Not loud. Thankfully not loud enough for Matt and Alissa but loud enough for him to hear. Which let him know I’m ready for him. He lets go of me and starts eating. It takes me a minute to follow but eventually I do. Alissa and Matt are none the wiser to what just transpired between us and things continue like normal. We eat, drink some more and just have fun. The night was ending, so we said our goodbyes and decided to spend a little more time walking around. We talked for what seemed like hours as if we hadn’t talked to each other in years. Finally making it back to our hotel, all I can think about is us being naked. I try not to think about it and absentmindedly tell him I’m going to shower. Halfway through I realized I completely forgot to bring any clothes with me. So now it’s either, call him in to bring my clothes or just come out in the towel. Of course I’d forget my clothes. I decided to just go out in the towel. It’ll be fine. I’ll just grab my clothes and go. Quick and easy. Right?

Wrong. As soon as I turn around to go back in the bathroom, “Where do you think you’re going?” I look at him sheepishly, “to put my clothes on.” He gets up, towering over me, I step back a little, hitting the bed, “put them on in here.” I looked up at him, then my towel, then him again. “Dry yourself off.” Instinctively I’m following his directions. Before I could even think, I’m drying off in front of him. I don’t know why but I try hiding my body behind the towel. Trying to dry off without exposing myself. He grabs the towel and throws it to the side somewhere. Erasing any fears I had. He gets this look in his eyes that I could only describe as hunger. I did what I was told so I waited for my next instruction. He didn’t say anything, but he turned to go in the bathroom, rummaged around a little and came back with my body oils. Handing them to me he tells me, “Sit on the bed facing me and rub these in.” Again, I did what I was told. I got on the bed, faced him with the same hunger in my eyes and rubbed my oils all over my naked body while he watched me. I could see his bulge trying to bust through his pants. I’m so turned on. Our eyes never leave each other’s. Once I’m done with my oil, I sit with my legs open slightly towards him. Wet and waiting. He has me sitting there for a while. This just makes my p***y that much wetter. Watching him watch me. Sitting there cool as a cucumber while I’m over here hot and bothered. “Come” I hop off the bed and walk to him. He sets a pillow on the floor.

“On your knees.” I do as I’m told. He lifts my head to look at him. Leaving his thumb on my lip. Tracing them he says “I’m going to go and take my shower. When I come out, you’d better still be here waiting for me. Understand?” I nodded my head yes while his thumb went in my mouth. My tongue wrapped around it like a glove, my lips following. Pulling his thumb out he gets up and goes to shower. That was so sexy. The primal urge to just jump on him was something fierce. I stay there anticipating when he’s going to get back. I try to focus on my body’s positioning. I’m kneeled on a pillow completely naked. n*****s erect and juices flow. Back slightly arched. My hands palm up resting on my thighs. Thinking of what’s going to happen when he comes out. Am I gonna be able to get up? Will he bind me? Gag me? Spank me? All these questions are running through my mind sending me on a spiral not knowing that the shower stopped and he’s coming out the door. Hearing it open, I open my eyes and again it’s like the movies. Trail of steam behind him, body wet from the shower. Dripping down his deliciously large arms. I catch his eyes as they scan my body, examining me like I’m his next meal. My body reacts as if it’s being pulled in by his gaze. I zero in on his naked lower half where I was expecting to see a towel. I stop breathing and feel hot all over my body. He walks over to me, and my eyes follow the swing of his manhood. “Eyes up,” my eyes snap to his, “Good girl.” He kneels in front of me and places a hand on my cheek, lifting my chin towards him. His thumb traces my bottom lip before he leans in to kiss me. My body feels limp yet energetic. The kiss is a mix of passion and longing. Nothing I could have imagined even compares. He lifts me from my kneeling position, never breaking the kiss. As I get up, I wrap myself around him without even thinking. My p***y lays so nicely on his d**k that we both let out a moan. He breaks the kiss and walks us to the bed. I’m still wrapped around him as he sits on the bed and takes a n****e in his mouth. I grind against him hoping he’ll slip inside. He grabs my hips to stop my movements but doesn’t stop his assault on my n*****s. Going from one breast to the other. I need him.

“Daddy please I can’t take anymore,” I manage to moan out.

I’m close to climax but he doesn’t stop. His lips and tongue feel amazing. His hand pinching and pulling.

“You’re gonna make me c*m, Daddy please.”

Without taking his mouth fully off me he says, “Then come.”

I moan and tilt my head back. His hands grip my ass as he slides in slowly, lighting my body on fire. I’m grinding against him hard, screaming his name. “f**k Daddy you feel so good.” His hand grips my hair and pulls me back, exposing my neck. Gentle kisses feather my skin. Making my p***y feel divine.

“Say my name.”

I moan, “Devin!”

He groans, “say it again babygirl.”

“Devin! I’m coming!”

“f**k!” He moans out as I feel his d**k pulsing inside me, making me come so hard, I nearly black out. Devin lays me down on the bed and grabs me water. “Here babygirl don’t pass out on me.” I gratefully take it and gulp it down. He spoons me and my whole body just feels relaxed. Pulling me closer to sleep.

“I love you, Brooke.” I feel a sweet soft kiss and his d**k at my entrance. Unconsciously, I grind into him. My p***y wrapped around his d**k so perfectly. Now fully awake, I turn to look at him, “I love you, Devin.”

I stretch my neck to kiss him. It’s the kind of kiss that says I want to make love to you. I lift my leg and rest my foot on his hip and his hand glides across my stomach, brushing my n*****s, where it gently rests around my throat. He slides into me so deeply; I almost cry from the rush of emotion. He f***s me slow like that making me c*m over and over until we both pass out. Holding each other as we sleep.