Chapter Ten
Yoongi woke up looking around. He bit his lower lip and massaged his temples when his head starts to throb when he suddenly sat up.
He's still in the school's clinic. He looked at the wall clock and realized that he's been sleeping for almost an hour.
The nurse walked towards him with a smile on his face which eventually turned into a playful frown. Mrs. Lee is really fond of Yoongi since he's one of the most polite students and the younger sometimes visit her in the clinic.
"You should take care of yourself, Yoongi." The nurse said flicking the younger's forehead.
Yoongi chuckled only shrugging his shoulders. That's right, he should stop stressing himself over the things that wouldnt matter to him in the future.
"It's overfatigue. You're underweight too, kid." Mrs. Lee said shaking her head a little.
Yoongi crinkled his eyes tilting his head a little bit as he stared at his arms. He always wonder how he's always underweight when everytime he looks at himself in the mirror, he always looks so damn fat and ugly.
"Are you taking some vitamins, Yoongi? You need it."
"I have one, Mrs. Lee. I just always forgot drinking it." He timidly said.
The nurse slightly hit the younger's arms making Yoongi chuckled.
"Your mother is on her way already. Go home and make sure to get a proper rest, okay?" The nurse looks at him with her threatening eyes.
"Seokjin came back here to see if you're fine. I told him that I already called your mother make sure to text him. He looks really worried."
Yoongi looks down as he heard that. He played with his fingers anxiously. He cant fight the guilt that is continuously eating him up.
He just wished that Seokjin would treat him so bad and say a lot of harsh words about him just like what most of the students are always doing so that he wouldnt feel this bad. How can Seokjin be so kind to him? He doesnt deserve it.
After almost an hour of waiting his mother finally arrives and he can get his much awaited rest inside the comfort of his very cozy room.
Though, his mother stayed in the school's clinic for quite sometime to talk to Mrs. Lee because she wanted to make sure that it's just because of overfatigue nothing much more serious than that.
"That's why I am telling you to sleep on time, Yoongi."
The younger secretly rolled his eyes when he heard those words as soon as they got inside their house.
This is the reason why he doesnt want to go home despite of his love for sleeping. He knows that his mother will scold him.
"How can I leave you when you're like this? It's not like I can go here straight from Hawaii when you fainted."
Yoongi facepalmed because of how his motheir is being to exaggerated again. He didnt even faint! It's not that serious.
"Sorry for making your worry, Mom. I'll take good care of myself from now on." He said in a barely audible voice.
He doesnt want to say something that will lead to another set of scolding and bringing up his past mistakes that's why he said what his mother really wants.
"Good! Change your clothes and I'll prepare a food for you. What do you want?"
"I want something light, Mom. A pancake will be fine."
Yoongi walked upstairs going straight to his room to changed into his pink pajamas and shirt. He looked at his reflection in the mirror and ran his fingers through his hair.
He looked down when his phone lit up. He bit his lower lip when he saw Jungkook's name on the screen. He opened the messaging app and clicked the older's nickname reading his message.
Jungkook:
Hey! Are you home? Seokjin is worried about you. Rest up.
He looked up taking in a deep breathe before locking his phone once again putting it inside his drawer before he could even respond to Jungkook.
He hates himself for missing the older. How could he miss someone who didnt do anything good to him?
He feels so pathetic for still liking that boy despite of what they did and the things that he actually did because of his stupid infatuation for Jungkook.
Jeon Jungkook will never like him, that's a fact.
He should stop setting his hopes higher that he should or else he will end up with not only a broken heart but a swollen and used body.
He hissed and shook his head vigorously trying to wash away the memories that is suddenly flashing through mind. He groaned and went downstairs already.
Yoongi sat across of his mother and smiled when he saw the pancakes in his plate. He licked his lower lip when his mother pushed the strawberry and choclate syrup towards his direction.
The younger put the strawberry syrup on top of his pancake spreading it before putting the chocolate syrup. He also grabbed the peanut butter and put a generous amount of it on top of his pancake.
The mother scrunched up her nose frowning at her youngest son for doing what she really hates the most: playing with food.
"Yoongi! Stop doing that to your food." She said widening her eyes.
Yoongi's lips formed into a small pout as he shoved a spoonful of pancake inside his mouth that made his mother rolled her eyes in pure disgust.
"What, Mom? It's delicious." He exclaimed.
The mother just shook her head at her youngest son. She stared at Yoongi with a big smile on her face feeling her heart flattering at the adorable sight, Yoongi letting out his gummy smile all because of the pancake. He really is still a child.
"Your brother told me that you should videocall him." She informed the younger.
Yoongi's eyes widened in shocked at that. He's trying to call his brother but he never got the chance to talk to him since he became busy.
He rushed upstairs and picked up his phone from the drawer as he sat on his bed with his back leaned against the headrest. He also got his laptop opening it and immediately requested a videocall to his brother.
Yoongi squeled when Namjoon's face popped out from his laptop's screen.
"Hi! Yoonie. How is my baby brother doing?"
Yoongi scoffed crossing his arms at his brother which made Namjoon laughed a little.
"Dont baby talk me, hyung. I am sixteen!" He said in a stern voice.
Namjoon shrugged his shoulders letting out a thigt-lipped smile, "Okay, big boy. Sorry for that."
Yoongi rolled his eyes knowing that his brother is not taking his words seriously.
"Mom said that you're not feeling well. Yoons, you have to take care of yourself."
Yoongi groaned as he can sense another set of scolding, brother version.
"I had enough, hyung."
Namjoon let out a faint smile slowly nodding his head at his younger brother understanding what he's trying to stay.
"How's school, Yoongi?"
Yoongi yawned covering his mouth while shrugging his shoulders.
"Same. Im doing good in school." He answered.
"Great. No boyfriends, Yoongi. Im warning you, strictly no boys." Namjoon said in a very stern voice.
He's always worried about that. He's not with his younger brother and even though he wants to be protoctive of him, he cant. He's not seeing everyone who's with Yoongi. All he can do is to remind his younger brother every now and then hoping that he will take his words seriously.
"Hyung! I dont even have a single friend, how can I get myself a boyfriend?" Yoongi said mocking himself.
His phone started to ring. He looked at the screen only to reject the call when he saw Jungkook's name.
"Anyway, Mom will leave soon. Are you sure you can live alone?" He worriedly asked.
"Yes, hyung. Dont wo-"
He stopped talking only to roll his eyes when his phone rang once again.
"Sorry, hyung. This is my classmate, I have to take this." He said waving his hands already.
"Okay, Yoongs. Bye, love you."
"Take care, hyung. Love you too..."
He closed his laptop putting it on his side table before angrily pressing the green button on his phone.
"What do you need?"
"I guess you're better now." Jungkook chuckled.
Yoongi rolled his eyes feeling his chest heaving up and down. Damn. Why is he even angry?
"Yeah, right," His expression softened, "Tell Jin hyung I said thanks." He said.
"Im also worried about you, Yoongi. Seriously."
Jungkook's voice sounds very sincere that it made Yoongi's heart wavered. It woke up the demons in his stomach making it flipped upside down.
"I.. I am fine. It's not a big deal." He said ending the call already.
He shut his eyes closed trying to catch his breathe. How can he get so embarassed just by those words when they clearly did something more than just talking?
He bit his lower lip trying to keep his mind on the right track.
Everything is not right when he's with Jungkook. He should avoid the older.