Crystal Snow // yoonkook

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Chapter Nineteen

Jungkook took in a deep breathe as he looked up staring at Seokjin's house.

His boyfriend is always home alone because of his parents are always on a business trip.

He walked until he reached the doorsteps walking passed the gate. He rang the doorbell twice before getting a response.

He took in a deep breathe when Seokjin finally opened the door- the other's eyes widened in shock as he didnt expect his cheating boyfriend to show up.

"What are you doing here?" Seokjin asked in a stern voice.

Jungkook let out a very deep sigh before running his fingers through his hair feeling his heart thumping so loud against his chest.

He cheated on this boy- he cheated on the same boy whom he claims he loves so much.

He dropped every fling that he has for Seokjin. He tried to stop sleeping around for the beauty but he got all messed up when he came across Yoongi, a sixteen year old.

"Seokjin, please. Let's talk." He said in a pleading tone.

Seokjin went inside the house without closing the door and Jungkook took the chance to just went inside and followed the younger stopping in the living room.

Seokjin turned at his direction looking at him dead in the eyes as if he doesnt even want him near his sight.

Jungkook hate the sudden changes.

He hates how he turned Seokjin's loving gaze into something that feels so cold and screams dissapointment- all because of his infidelity.

"Let me explain, babe." Jungkook said taking a step forward.

Seokjin widened his eyes at his past lover pointing his index finger stopping Jungkook to even move closer.

"There's nothing to explain, Jungkook," He shook his head, "You cheated, that's it."

Seokjin said that in a stern cold voice while looking at Jungkook as if he's not affected by what's happening and the sudden twist in their relationship but despite of his strong facade- he's slowly breaking inside.

None of this came across his mind.

Never in his dreams he thought that Jungkook would cheat on him. Yes, Jungkook has the reputation of being the school's playboy who had all of boys and girls wrapped around his fingers but he also knew that- that Jungkook was gone, long gone.

It even hurts because it's with Min Yoongi, the person whom he adore so much.

"I want you back," Jungkook pleaded, "I need you back, please." He said trying to hold the other's hand.

Seokjin tilted his head to the right clenching his fist while trying to prevent his tears from just falling out of his eyes.

No. He wont ever cry infront of the bastard who cheated on him.

Why would he let this bastard know that he's hurting? First of all, why would he waste his tears for someone who cant even see his worth?

"I am completely fine but you decided to come and ruin my life!" Seokjin said through gritted teeth.

He's pissed. He's irritated, mad and very angry. He's feeling all the bad emotions a person could ever feel.

He's fine without anyone. He's doing well with his friends. He always thought that he doesnt need to be in a relationship to be happy and even if Jungkook came towards him confessing- he rejected the playboy right away.

Though, Jungkook still pursue him for almost a year proving him that he can finally stay loyal because he loves Seokjin so much.

Oh! How foolish, Seokjin believed all of that.

"I really love you, Jin. I really do."

"And what are you going to do now?" Seokjin shouted.

He choked while trying to prevent his tears. He looked down and cursed himself feelig betrayed by his own self as a tear slipped through his eyes that he immediately wiped secretly.

"You're going to have a family. You have a child with Yoongi!" He shouted, "How can you expect me to take you back?" He asked in disbelief.

No matter how much he loves Jungkook. He couldnt do anything about it now.

Jungkook needs to be involve with his child and Yoongi needs someone who will support him during his pregnancy considering his young age, it could be dangerous.

"I love you but sorry I dont want to be the cause of someone's misery." Seokjin said with finality in his voice.

He's not on Yoongi's side.

If anything, he's also pissed at Yoongi. He's very much irritated because of what they did behind his back.

How can someone who looks so innocent do something like sleeping around with someone who's already in a relationship?

He's angry because of the feeling of Yoongi betraying him as he treated him nothing but a friend. Though, he doesnt want him to suffer knowing that he's carrying another life.

"Leave, Jungkook." Seokjin said biting his lower lips, "Please! Leave me alone." He said in an overly calm voice.

Jungkook opened his mouth only to close it again as he cant find any appropriate words to say towards the boy that he needs right now.

"I.. im so sorry..."

That's all he could ever say before running out of Seokjin's house. He ran until he's out of breathe letting himself collapsed on the gutter trying to catch his breathe.

He looked down groaning and pulling his hair up even kicking the rock that was infront of him because of his irritation.

Damn! He shouldnt even did that to Seokjin.

He flinched just by remembering how Seokjin looks so calm. He hates how he's trying so hard to mask the emotions that he's feeling.

Jungkook could tell how much his ex-boyfriend is hurting right now, he wants him back.

He wants Seokjin in his arms once again. He wants the other boy to stay by his side and never leave again. He wants to see his name flashing through his screen just to say good morning or good night. He needs Seokjin.

"Damn!"

Jungkook groaned looking up while shutting his eyes closed. He's so frustrated that he didnt even notice a tear falling out from his eyes.

He's scared.

What will happen now? He did something wrong.

He needs to man up and face the consequences of his action. He's smart enough to know that all of this wouldnt happen if he controlled his f*****g hormones.

He got someone pregnant and that someone is not even legal.