Crystal Snow // yoonkook

12

Chapter Twelve

Yoongi bit his lower lip trying to prevent the tears from falling out of his eyes. He played with his nails trying to mask the sadness from his face because he knows that it will worry his mother even more.

"Don't go outside, baby. I can manage." Mrs. Min said kissing the boy's both cheeks.

Yoongi didn't hold back anymore especially when his mother enveloped him in a very thight hug, he will surely miss this.

He will be left alone in just a matter of minutes, he will have no one to come home to.

Yoongi clenched his fist with his eyes screwed shut. He let out a very deep sigh when his mother pulled away from the hug already kissing his temples for a couple of times before clearing her throat.

"You can call me anytime, sweetheart." His mother said trying to make him feel better.

The sixteen year old also felt very guilty about it. He's pregnant. He's carrying another life and his mother still doesn't know anything about it. actually, no one knows about it not even the father of the baby.

He planned on telling her about it yesterday but they were so happy as it is their last day of being together and Yoongi doesn't want to ruin, he also doesn't want his mother to go abroad with a heavy heart.

"Bye, sweetheart. Take care." His mother said before waving his hands.

Yoongi let out a long crying sound when his mother already made her way out of their door. He took a step forward looking at his mother through their mirror desperately waving her hands at her.

The sixteen year old let out a deep sigh when his mother already went inside the cab. He let himself collapsed on the sofa blowing the few strands of hair blocking his eyesight when the car is already out of his sight.

He just stayed like that for almost an hour. Can he even survive without someone looking after him? He's still a child who's carrying another child inside of him.

Yoongi looked at his phone when it suddenly rang revealing the Mrs. Lee's name. She's kind enough to always check up on the younger knowing that he doesn't know a thing about pregnancy, she's always talking to him making sure that he's doing just fine.

"Did your mother left already?" The nurse asked.

"Yes..."

There's a long silence after that and Yoongi doesn't know what to say so he just let out a very deep sigh as he thinks about what will happen to him for the upcoming days of being alone.

"Are you going to tell Jungkook now?"

Yoongi let out another exasperated sigh hearing that. He shook his head as if the nurse could see him doing the gesture.

No, he doesn't want to. He's scared.

He's scared to be rejected once again, he knows that Jungkook will most likely deny the baby since he's nothing but the older's bed warmer.

"For what? He's not going to be involved."

"How did you know?"

Yoongi cant help but to roll his eyes because of that question. Everybody in the school can answer that question.

Kim Seokjin has Jeon Jungkook wrapped around his fingers, Jungkook loves him all too much. Besides, it is obvious that Jungkook is not the type of person to give up someone like Seokjin just for him.

"I.. I just know." He said shrugging his shoulders.

The nurse on the other line cant help but to shook her head wishing that the young boy can see how opposed she is with the idea of not informing the father of his baby.

"Yoongi. You have to tell him," She hissed, "He has a right to know and if he doesn't want to get involve then fine. It's his loss." The nurse said in a stern voice.

Yoongi massaged his temples finding it so hard to decide. He's use to having his brother Namjoon, he will always seek for his advice first before actually doing something and tit just so hard now that he cant do that.

Duh! It's not like he can just call Namjoon asking him if he should tell the baby daddy about his pregnancy or not. Namjoon will do everything to get here and probably punch the hell out of Jungkook's face until no one could recognize how hot he is before.

After she reminded Yoongi the do's and don't while also telling him what vitamins he should take, they finally ended the call.

Yoongi went upstairs changing into a black jogging pants and a black pullover. He looked at his reflection in the mirror pouting his lips when he saw the tip of his nose with a slight hint of red because he keeps on sneezing just awhile ago.

He went downstairs staring at his phone- Jungkook's name to be specific, hesitating if he should text the older and actually tell him about everything already or just keep it a secret for as long as he can.

In the end, he sat on the couch biting his lower lips as he started to composed a message for the older. Yes, Mrs. Lee is right, he has the right to know about the baby but it's up to him whether or not he wants to be involved or be a complete bastard who ran away from his responsibility.

Yoongi:

Hey, I have something important to tell you. Can we meet?

Yoongi didn't expect to get a response minutes after he sent the text message. He took in a deep breathe wishing for the older to refuse meeting up with him.

Jungkook:

Okay. Come here.

Yoongi didn't waste anytime, he immediately walked outside of the house and hailed a cab telling the driver the address.

When he arrived at Jungkook's place, it was actually awkward. He doesn't know if he's the only one sensing that there's something wrong because Jungkook keeps on stretching his lips every now and then.

"What is it, doll?" Jungkook asked sitting on the armrest of the wooden chair.

Yoongi clenched and unclenched his fist trying to calm his nerves but he cant- not when Jungkook is intensely looking at him from head to toe.

"C'mon, Yoongs. What do you want to say?" The older asked, smirking.

"Im pregnant!" He blurted out.

That's when he realized that he's actually holding his breathe as he gasped for air as soon as he said those words, he doesn't want to have a long ass speech before saying it because that's it- he's pregnant, nothing else.

Jungkook's smile faded tilting his head to the right. He stood up which made Yoongi took a step backward finding it scary how Jungkook's expression shift so easily from being playful to serious in just a matter of seconds.

"You're what?" Jungkook hissed, "Stop f*****g kidding me, kid." He growled.

Yoongi's shoulder visibly tensed because of Jungkook's scream. He's not really used to someone screaming at him since he's always adored by every member of his family.

"I.. I am really pregnant!" Yoongi shouted with tears streaming down his face.

His lips tugged downwards with the heavy feeling lingering on his chest as he felt so aggravated because of how Jungkook is taking all of this.

"You're not having it, Yoongi." Jungkook said in a stern voice.

Yoongi scoffed taking a step backwards with pure disgust on his face understanding what the older is trying to say.

"Excuse me?" Yoongi shouted, "This is your own flesh and blood we're talking about." He said in disbelief.

He will accept it if Jungkook doesn't want to be involve. He's a human, afterall. He will get hurt after the rejection but he knows that he can do it by himself but hearing the older say suggesting to just get rid of the baby- that's the thing that he never imagined Jungkook would say.

"I thought you're much more better than that, Jungkook." Yoongi said with so much disappointment in his voice.

Jungkook's eyes widened in shocked as if realizing just now what he just said. He cursed at himself for suggesting such a horrible thing as he pulled his hair up clenching his jaw.

"Damn." He shut his eyes closed exhaling before looking at the younger.

"Sorry, Yoongi. I.. we.. I just cant do this. How can I be a father? Im f*****g eighteen!" He said raising his voice.

"And im sixteen!" Yoongi cried.

He's frustrated. He wants to let all his anger out at the older. He hates how selfish he is.

He cant be a father because he's just sixteen? Then how Jungkook expect him to do this all alone and be a mother when he's just sixteen? Wow, he thought Jungkook is a f*****g genius- they all thought wrong.

"I.. I hate you." Yoongi said wiping his tears away before running out of Jungkook's place.