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Chapter Sixteen
Yoongi bit his lower lip blowing the few strands of hair blocking his eyesight as he finished his orange juice that Mrs. Lee kindly gave to him.
He has no last subject today and the first ones said that their teacher has a seminar for something that he didnt heard about. That's why he's going in and out of the clinic to just talk to Mrs. Lee.
Yoongi's lips formed into a small pout as he looked at the students passing by laughing at each other while telling their story.
How would it feel to have someone who will always stay by your side? Clearly, the only friend that he has in this school is Mark. Now, he has no one since Mark discovered how he's such a dissapointment.
It doesnt really matter to him back then, it doesnt matter whether or not he has friends or doesnt have any. Maybe it's all because Mark didnt made him feel alone- it's the way the handsome red-haired always makes sure that he wont feel like an outcast.
Now that even if the only friend he has left already, the loneliness dawned at him.
He has no one to talk to. No one wants to include him and no one is even glancing at him. He sometimes wonder as to why the people in this school doesnt want to be engage with him. Why? Is being young the only reason?
Yoongi scrunched up his nose as he stared at his still flat stomach. He let out a faint smile and caressed it a little letting out small giggle.
"You're not going to be like me. Dont worry, sunshine." He said in almost a whisper.
He once think about abortion given the fact that he's still very young but decided against it especially when the father of his own child suggested it- not directly but he's not a stupid to not get it though.
Thinking about getting rid of his own flesh and blood sent goosebumps through, he cant do it. He cant imagine it.
Life may be hard as he's too young to get pregnant and is still a child to raise a baby but he will endure all the hardships just to be a good mother.
This is the consequences of his action and he should face it. Though, this is not a punishment but a blessing.
"Have this..."
Yoongu looked up with his mouth slightly hanging open as he saw Mark standing before him trying to give him a strawberry shake.
"I saw this in the cafeteria, I just wanted to try it because they said it's made of real strawberry but," Mark shrugged his shoulders, "I dont really like strawberry and you love them and I accidentally saw you so yeah." He said biting his lips after.
Yoongi didnt say anything but manage to let out a genuine smile especially when Mark sat next to him.
"Im sorry for leaving you like that, Yoongi."
The younger let out a deep sigh as he continuously shook his head with a small smile on his face, "It's okay."
Mark took in a deep breathe reliving the feeling that he felt when Yoongi blurted out the news of his pregnancy.
He likes Yoongi for atleast two years and he wants it to stay pure as he wants the younger to know that he has clear intentions without even knowing that he's already pregnant.
On top of that, one of his closest friend is the father of the child.
"I wanted to be with you but," Mark took in a deep breathe, "I dont want Seokjin to get hurt." He mumbled.
He's been friends with Seokjin since they're in fifth grade.
Seokjin is everything someone could ask for a friend, he's sweet, caring and really kind- no one deserves him not even his cheating bastard of a boyfriend.
"I.. I understand, Mark." He said with his voice cracking.
The red-haired immediately looked at the direction of te younger with his shoulder tensing up as he saw the threatening tears on the boy's cat like eyes.
"You should tell Seokjin about it. It will hurt but it's better if he find about it soon. Dont hurt him even more."
Yoongi shut his eyes closed feeling the guilt eating him up. Since the day he started to get messed up by Jungkook, the guilt seems to linger on his system not leaving him especially if he got to see Seokjin.
"Jungkook will probably do that, Mark." Yoongi sighed.
He cant help but to bit his lower lip harder than usual only stopping as the mettalic taste run through his tongue.
"I me.. messed up really bad." Yoongi choked on his own tears.
Not only he will hurt Seokjin but he will also cause a lot of pain towards his family.
Who would've thought that the innocent youngest member of the family is pregnant at the age of sixteen? They will be very dissapointed.
Mark took in a deep breathe flinching as he saw the boy that he adored so much tearing up. The pale boy's cheeks turning red as he hiccuped trying to prevent his tears.
The red haired doesnt know why he's with the younger's side. He doesnt know as to why he didnt even feel a little bit of irritation towards the younger, he thought that his feelings will fade upon knowing the situation but no- he cant just undo what he feels towards the younger.
"Jungkook is such a meanie." Yoongi whined his lips forming into a small pout.
He cried even more when he felt a pair of arms wrapping around him. Mark let out a faint smile letting Yoongi rest on his chest while he's caressing his back in circular motion.
Yoongi let out a long crying sound as he remembered how mean Jungkook is towards their unborn baby.
He swear that he wont let Jungkook see their cute little baby because that's what he deserves! He doesnt deserve the love that will come from the precious little being since he wants it gone from the first place.
"He's a meanie." Yoongi said whimpering.
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