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Chapter Eighteen
Yoongi cried his heart out while Mrs. Lee keeps on patting his back trying to stop him from crying too much since he's been doing it for almost half an hour.
"Yoongi, stop. It will be bad for you."
The nurse cant help but hugged the younger boy beside him crying his heart out.
She got surprised when Yoongi came running inside the kitchen with tears streaming down his face letting out a very long heartbreaking crying sound.
"Seokjinnie hyung is so hurt!" He whined.
Another loud crying sound echoed through the house as Yoongi even stomped he is like the childish sixteen year old he is.
Mrs. Lee took in a deep breathe as she pulled the younger boy into a thight hug kissing the top of his head hoping to comfort him.
She knows that what Yoongi did was wrong but it's all done. No one can change it. Both parties were wrong as they know that there's a person that will get hurt because of their action but still did it anyway, that's called being selfish and irresponsible.
She's just glad that Yoongi owns up to the consequences of all of what he did, he's willing to be responsible and carry the child considering his young age.
Yoongi needs someone right now. He needs a mother-figure and the nurse will gladly be there for him.
"I think that your mother needs to know about this." Mrs. Lee said.
It's not like they can hide this forever. Yoongi's baby bump will show one way or another and he also needs their support.
Yoongi's family deserves to know about this. He just cant hide this and surprise all of them when they get home and besides it would be totally selfish for him to hide it- that is also one of the consequences of what he did.
The sixteen year old is scared. He's scared not just because they might physically hurt him or something like that. He knows that they'll be really disappointed if they find out and that's what he doesn't want to do- to disappoint them.
Yoongi sighed, "Okay, I'll tell them but give me some time." He mumbled.
He bit his lower lip just by thinking about how they'll react. He's even more scared because the father of his child is not going to be involved and is not even his boyfriend.
"You should eat now," Mrs. Lee smiled, "I made chicken stew for you." She said trying to lift up the younger's mood.
Though, she let out a very faint smile when Yoongi just scrunched up his nose and looked at directly at her with his puppy eyes.
"I'll eat. I just want to rest first." He said.
He stood up and walked upstairs pretending not to hear the nurse who's constantly calling his name encouraging him to eat.
Yoongi feels bad.
He feels bad for hurting Seokjin. He feels extremely bad for hurting the person who treated him so nicely. How can he even do that? How can he hurt someone and just jumped on other people's boyfriend just because he's crushing on that person. He's unbelievable.
Also, he feels horrible for still not letting his family know about all of this. He's afraid of the words of disappointment that he might hear from them but he should be ready for all of that.
I mean none of his parents would even dare suspect that he's carrying another life by now.
Their Yoongi is still a baby. The youngest member of their family whom they love so much. The news of him being pregnant would probably broke their heart.
Yoongi sat on the edge of his bed when he let out a deep sigh when he heard a knock on his door.
"Yoongi..."
"Yes, Mrs. Lee?"
The nurse on the other side let out a deep sigh as she feels sorry when she heard how the younger' voice suddenly cracked.
"Jungkook is in the living room waiting for you, honey."
Yoongi's eyes widened in shock as he immediately stood up upon knowing that the father of his child is inside his house.
"I have to go home now, Yoongs," Mrs. Lee said, "You should eat and call me if something came up."
Yoongi bit his lower lip pacing back and forth while snapping his fingers trying to think about what he should do once he face Jungkook. Damn! He doesn't even want to see any of them right now.
Jungkook is a lot more scary when he's mad and Yoongi doesn't want to see that side of the older.
He knows that the older must be really mad at him as he cant wait for another day and just showed up in his house. Why does Mrs. Lee needs to leave at a time like this?
Yoongi blew the strands of hair blocking his eyesight before opening the door and finally walking downstairs with heavy footsteps reflecting the weight he's carrying from his shoulder.
"What are you doing here?"
He's just so thankful that he manage to look like he's not bothered with the older's presence when the truth is he's seconds away from running away to just hide somewhere.
"I.. I told you I was sorry."
No, maybe Yoongi's courage was short lived as his voice cracked while apologizing for the relationship that he just ruined.
Jungkook gulped down staring at Yoongi who's only seconds away from crying his heart out. The older got the slightest idea of the younger crying because of his tear-strained face.
"No, Yoongi," Jungkook said in a barely audible voice, "Im so sorry." He said.
He realized his past actions.
The boy infront of him is carrying his own flesh and blood. He's bitching about how he's eighteen and still so young to be a father disregarding the fact that the one carrying the baby is just a sixteen year old.
He messed up real bad.
He messed up Yoongi. He got a boy pregnant who's not even legal. He took away all the good opportunities from the younger by dragging him down.
He's a complete bastard.
"Please! Let me be a father to our child."
Yoongi's eyes widened in surprised becaue of what the older suddenly said. Jungkook showing up and telling him that he wants to get involved didn't even crossed his mind.
Yes, he dreamt about it but he never thought that it would actually happen.
"I can support you and be with you through this pregnancy." He said.
Yoongi bit his lower lips his heart fluttering because of the soothing voice of the older trying to give him the comfort that he badly needs.
"I can be a father. Though, I'll still try and fix things with Seokjin." Jungkook breathed out.
Yoongi immediately smiled at that prevent his lips to tug downwards. He continuously bobbed his head trying to mask away the disappointment.
Jungkook will stay just for the child. That's still better than nothing, right?
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