Esmeralda is now seven and loving life. I settle her off into bed a kiss her sweet little cheeks. She looks more and more like Hannah everyday. I get myself into bed and start watching Hannah’s favourite TV program American Horror Story. I turn the tv off and settle down in bed. I must have fell to sleep because I wake up to a little voice calling. “Daddy?” Esmeralda calls. “Daddy?” I shoot up from my sleep. “Yeah baby?” “Can we visit mama today?” “Baby it’s ten to four in the morning, can we talk about this later?” “Yes daddy, but I want to talk about it now.” Definitely her mothers child, I think to myself. I rub my eyes and turn on the lamp at the side of the bed. For a split second I thought I saw Hannah’s face. I didn’t it was just the blanket on top of the

