I call my mum and dad and ask them to sit down with Hannah’s mom and dad. I tell them the news and my parents and her parents begin to cry. I chuck my phone and I run for miles and miles. I finally came to a haul when I realised that I was coming towards the human side of LA. It wasn’t home anymore. It was where I lost my mate. By best friend. My Luna and my wife to be. Now she will never get the chance to be a mum. Now I’ll never get the chance to make her my wife. Now I’ll never get to take her to the LA Lakers game. It’s all my fault I should have just said no. My body hurts and I start to feel numb. I miss her. Her picture keeps flashing through my mind. All I can picture is the fist time we made love. I wished I’d have cherished that moment for a little b

