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I left. I walked far. I lost me.
I don’t wanna be here. I don’t wanna breathe. I don’t wanna feel this hatred. This disgust. The demons surround me and steal my very soul. Over and over again. I just wanna let this life go.
Isabella walked endlessly through the woods that surrounded the castle. That very castle that held her new mate. A mate she didn’t even know if she wanted him. Was she blessed with a second chance? Of course. The red flags are there. I want a mate who will love me not just f**k me. I want a mate who will cherish me not just help my demons thrive. I have become sick. Unstable and all I wanna do is throw my head back into a wall cry and pull my hair until there is none.
Every passing tree, every passing inch away from the burdens that lay behind her helped her breathe more, yet it wasn’t enough.
The visions the voices came and went.
You will never be anything.
No one will ever love you.
I wish you were never born.
You just cut yourself for attention.
If you were gone no one would miss you.
Over and over they came. Haunted her whispered in her mind.
“STOP IT!” She screamed grabbing her hair and pulling. “Please stop.” She whispered out as her feet began to race forward.
“I can’t keep doing this. I am okay with killing someone. I’m okay with torturing someone.” Her mind raced back to Lexi. Who laid sprawled bleeding back at the castle.
Isabella ran forward as fast as she could with the tears sliding down. Her breathe becoming ragged.
The faster she ran the closer the drop came. What felt like eternity her serenity finally came and she welcomed it. Surrendered to it. Fell for it. Embraced it with open arms. This wasn’t the life she wanted nor was it the life she needed. The air whooshed passed her. The falling slowed as she neared the rocks that sat at the bottom. Her life slowly passing before her eyes. Not one happy moment.
The conversations that spat between her mom and dad. She was nothing to them. She was nothing to no one.
A bone smacking crack as her body fell onto the rock. There she was surrounded by a warm darkness taking her whole as her last breathe left her body.
Alec POV
“I don’t care! I want her taken to the dungeon!” He yelled at his men who stared at Lexi’s body sprawled bleeding on his grass. Obvious that Isabella threw her from her window.
“And clean this f*****g mess afterwards!” He yelled as he started walking away.
Pain took him. Starting at his chest then spreading all through him. Causing Alec to collapse and let a scream ring through him. His body felt on fire as he held his heart with his arm trying to soothe the pain.
“FUUUCCCKKKK!!!” I screamed as my men came running.
“Majesty!” They yelled. Tears left my eyes. I have never f*****g cried.
“WHERE IS SHE?!” I screamed out. I knew. I knew.
“Who?”
“YOUR QUEEN!” I cried out as I let the pain take me pushing me further to the ground. Slowly with each breath the pain subsided feeling my body with immense lose.
The tears poured and my anger floored.
“Your queen is dead…. FIND HER! FORGET THAT DEMON FIND MY QUEEN!!” I screamed out. I failed her again.
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