Bella and The Royal Beast

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Just one slice. I stared at the knife in my hand. I wanna feel the pain. I want to feel the release. So much anger but paralyzed. Grabbing my hair and pulling at it. Sliding down the bathroom wall. Trying to make myself cry because I can't breathe. It's been 2 f*****g years! 2 years of hell. 2 years that alpha rejected me. Why? Because I was a white wolf. I prayed to the moon Goddess everyday before 18 for a mate. I was excited only to crush on me the minute Audrey my wolf made an appearance. I will never be anything.

Audrey my wolf whinnied in the back of my mind feeling my pain my hate my hurt. 

Isabella, please put the knife down, I care for you. Audrey spoke to me.

"You're the reason I am in this mess. YOU AND THAT f*****g MOON GODDESS! Cursing me with you and a piece of s**t mate." I screamed back at her. Audrey no longer spoke to me. Returning the knife to my wrist. I sliced down. Watching the blood drip praying for the release. Yet it barley brought anything. The pain still held there in my heart in my mind. Gripping my hair again and pulling just try to take the pain away. I ripped up from where I was sitting. Running to my balcony at my parents house ripping the doors open. The rush of the night staring back at me as I walked out screaming to the moon.

"IF YOU GAVE A s**t ABOUT ME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS!" Slamming my fist down onto the metal bars holding me here from falling down to the ground. My mind rushed back to the events that happened that day. As I gripped hard onto the bars sliding down until my forehead touched the coldness.

40 minutes prior

Cleaning the floors of the pack house as Lexi made her way through the area I cleaned slipping in the process.

"YOU b***h!" She yelled at me as she began to pick herself up from the ground rushing her way to me. Grabbing a fist full of my hair as she threw punches at me. I got so used to the punches that they longer hurt they only fueled me to hurt them. I wanted to kill them. I wanted to watch all of them bleed. They were not leaders. Lexi was my mates Luna. He claimed her. He marked her. He f****d her right in front of me. Forced me to watch as She screamed his name. He smiled at me while she grinded on him. He stared at me while he marked her. I will kill them. She continued to punch me until He rounded the corner.

"The mutt didn't tell me the floors were slippery. So I f*****g fell.!" Lexi cried into his arms. She switched so quick. He stared down at me.

"I'll take care of her. Apparently our punishments now haven't gotten through to her." He rushed to me gripping my arms. Dragging me like a rag doll out the pack house doors.  

"You are nothing to this pack to me to anyone." He whispered it in my ear as he led me further into the woods. 

Far enough into the woods. He mind linked his warriors to come to the woods. They slowly filed in. Surrounding us.

"Strip!" He yelled at me. He wanted me to get naked in front of them. No no no. Audrey he can't make us do this can he?

"Strip!" This time he used his Alpha tone causing Audrey to instantly obey slowly taking our clothes off in front of 20 male warriors. Even worse the unmated ones....Wait the unmated ones. 

Audrey He is gonna let them hurt us!

I know... She whispered back. I started crying knowing what was about to come. 

"Pppleeasee... Johnathan I did nothing! I didnt mean to hurt her!" I cried to him dropping to my knees in front of him. His eyes held hate. Slowly he walked away from the circle leaving me on the dirt naked in front of 20 unmated males. Slowly the began their way towards me hunger in their eyes.

"pplease ..guuyss. Don't don't touch me!" I scream hiccupped cried. Creeping closer.

"Don't f*****g touch me!" Suddenly the pounced to me grabbing my arms and legs holding me there as I struggled against them I saved myself for my mate now I saved myself for who was worthy now I am getting that ripped away.

"Let me go!" Before any of the males could hurt me a animalistic growl sounded not to far away causing all the males to release as the ground shuttered and trees snapped around us. Whoever this werewolf was very powerful.

The males released my arms and legs completely as they now stood guarded. 

"Run!" The man roared as he came closer. His voice sending shivers down my back. Ripping myself off the ground rushing back to my home through the darkness.

Present

Slowly I rocked myself back and forth on the railing crying.

A twigged snapped from below me. Looking down I seen a male. 

"Are you okay?" He asked. I didn't trust him I couldn't quite make his face due to the darkness and had no idea if it was one of the unmated males who tried to hurt me earlier. Instead of speaking I inched myself backwards towards my door.

"Please don't run. I came here on behalf of your leader and mine. I won't hurt you. I'll give you a knife and if I do wrong I give you permission to kill me. I need you to come with me to your leaders office." He spoke.

"I don't need your permission to kill you." I spoke back.

"Please come." Slowly I slipped back through my doors knowing I don't have much of an option. Following behind him as he walked to the pack house after I left mine. The darkness engulfed me giving me warmth strength my safety blanket. Silence took us until we reached the pack house. Walking through the doors the whole house shook the paintings on the wall falling as screaming happened. Terrified I stopped moving. The man turned around.

"I promise no one will hurt you ever again." He reached his hand towards me offering me comfort. Grabbing it I followed behind him until we reached the pack office were all the screaming was happening from. Opening the doors we stepped in the screaming stopped. Johnathan was pushed against the wall being held by a male. Johnathan looked like he couldn't breathe those terrified eyes I seen in mine every time he beat me. The male holding him turned his head towards me. That's when it hit me. His smell his eyes his pull our pull. My soul drifting to him wanting him. I was sucked into a vortex I couldn't get out of nor did I want to.

"Your Highness." The male who held my hand bowed to the male strangling the life out of Johnathan. Good.

Highness? Audrey asked me. Yeah wait what? Moon Goddess you gave me a king as a second chance mate? Am I good enough?

Are we good enough? Audrey asked with a whimper.