Chapter 20
In the quiet of his car, his mind whirled. What the hell was that conversation? Half the time, he had no idea what he was even saying. Most of it sounded good, and he’d gotten his point across, he thought. If only all of it were true.
It’d be nice to think he had better motives for what he’d done. But, he had to admit she had him figured out. She was right. He had feelings for those girls, sure, but those feelings mostly involved wanting to know what it was like to sleep with them, and wanting to get ahead in the contest. He knew what to say to get women to respond, but he’d never been in a situation where he’d actually felt those things. He had never been in love and he doubted at this point that he ever would. And he didn’t even know for sure that love really existed. It was
