Claire's POV Finding out that I actually got to pack my stuff before we took our leave was refreshing. I mean, last time, I had to wear Atticus's clothes. They were comfortable, but I prefer something my size, and much more feminine. I guess I consider myself girly. Dresses and styling my hair was what I lived for. And my books. Those too. I stared at my bookshelf in the middle of packing a silk night dress. I stared and suddenly felt almost devastated at how many books I was gonna leave behind. I frowned, taking a second to look at my room. Oh no, don't tell me that I'm getting cold feet. I sighed and plopped down on my bed. "Are you almost-" Merlin walked in on me while I was sulking and frowned. "What's wrong?" He asked, staring at my open luggage. I shrugged. "I'm sad fo

