DEAR BRUNO

CHAPTER 6: THINK DEEP DEAR

The day came and you offered to take Grace to school and i was fine with it,so you called me early that morning and told me we wouldn't meet that day since you'll be home late and tired of course.The day was smooth and okay we hang at the hostel with Pais eating and drinking and smoking at least we did that once in a while. For the first time i had to go to the school caffe to get something to eat to which i was not used to.I missed my boyfriend i really missed you Bruno it felt empty that you were away and you didn't call the whole day,Pais kept me feeling comfortable about you being away she could tell me maybe you're too busy and that you'll call when you get home.

My love for you started becoming too strong for me to handle,i was always thinking about you even when i try to stop myself from it.There was this day after a few weeks of taking Grace to school and i was checking out some pictures you had taken earlier and a message popped on the screen "Thank you so much for the cash it will really help and i miss you" I looked at you and i gave you back your phone

"Here,you have a message," i said

you looked at it and you looked quite tensed up

"um-uh its my ,my cousin she is such a sweet girl," i could see you struggling to give a genuine smile

"oooh i didn't know", i kept it formal

you moved towards me and started kissing my neck so gently and carresing my waist something that always turned me on but not this time i couldn't feel anything,i couldn't feel you like i always did and i pushed you away.You seemed quite disappointed but what could i have done?it was not just the day.I went back to the campus and found Pais reading since we had exams that month and so i joined her and as we were studying she paused and looked at me

"Hey,i have something to tell you,"she looked quite disturbed "It's about Bruno,"

i looked at her now "So last week Friday i went to this club just around town and i saw Bruno that day with a certain girl and they were really comfortable with each other,"

"What do you mean really comfortable with each other?plus i that day Bruno told me was home so i guess he is a look alike," i managed to say

"No, it was Bruno that was him but anyway i thought you should know," she went back to her writing

It did not disturb me at all, i knew Bruno very well and he couldn't go out with another girl not just him.

Things started changing as time went by no regular calls and i started thinking about what Pais told me but i could quickly divert my mind i just couldn't bear the mind of him cheating he was just too loyal for that.We met up after three days i came to your place and it was rather clean not like it was never clean but it was unusually clean no utensils on the sink,no dirty clothes it felt fishy but on another thought you might have called the cleaning lady to do your laundry so it really did not affect me much.

We talked for a while but you were still on your phone giving that sheepish laugh and yet i was talking something serious,you rose up and took you glass heading to your room

"Why are walking out on me?" i lamented

"Sorry Albright i mean Babe," you walked towards me and held my hand it felt different since you never called me by my first name.

"What? Albright?"

"Sorry am just too occupied that i forgot, anyway lets talk later i need to rest," You found your way to the bedroom and left me at the table room which was really unusual of you.

Things went by quite easily and smoothly but once in a while i could think about what Pais told me and connect it with what i saw when we met it was not easy but I trusted you.