SEBASTIAN POV:
I thought I would be able to control myself around everyone and never feel a single thing keeping myself focused on what I was supposed to do all along. But I was wrong after meeting all those people I was no longer able to feel the difference in the body I started living inside recently. So many questions I had were long gone. Maybe I was just confused after finding all that information inside the lives of people I wanted to enjoy my life as. I was a fool who wanted to escape reality by taking the support of such unrealistic fantasies on my own.
I never got interested in anyone that fast my whole life. Finding it very difficult to understand if it was the body forcing me to think like this or if I was the one doing all of this on my own. I was not able to stop thinking ab
