Chapter 40
Lucy
I promised them that I would give them a chance. I never told them that I would make it easy on them. I still felt the urge to die and that wasn’t going to change by being mated to two amazingly gorgeous men like those two. I could admit that they were incredibly attractive. But based on my history the thought of ever being with a man intimately not only uninterested me but terrified me as well. There was just no way around that, I would only hurt them in the end as I would not be able to mate with them and for werewolves it was their custom. There was no way around that they would need to mate with me in order to complete their ritual. Either I would need to reject them or they would need to reject me. I saw no other outcome. Thus, I could indulge them and give them a mo
