Morning After—A War Inside Her
Claire stared at her phone screen, her heart pounding.
Ryan – 34 missed calls.
Her stomach churned.
She sat on the edge of the bed, wrapped in a sheet, her pulse racing as she tried to breathe.
The memories from last night flooded her mind.
The way Ethan had touched her.
The way he had whispered her name.
The way he had broken her apart and put her back together again.
She squeezed her eyes shut.
What the hell have I done?
She had Ryan.
She loved Ryan.
Didn’t she?
Then why was her body still aching for Ethan?
A slow, lazy movement from behind her.
The sheets rustled.
Then—a hand.
Warm. Strong.
Sliding up her bare back, fingers ghosting over her skin.
She shuddered.
“You’re thinking too much,” Ethan’s husky voice murmured against her neck.
Claire stiffened. “I—I have to go.”
She tried to stand, but Ethan’s grip tightened.
“You’re not leaving.”
His voice was low, possessive, certain.
Claire’s breath hitched. “Ethan, we—”
His lips brushed against her shoulder.
And just like that, her resolve crumbled.
The Fall—Surrendering to the Inevitable
Ethan didn’t ask this time.
He took.
Claire let him.
Because even though every part of her was screaming this is wrong—
Her body knew the truth.
It had always belonged to him.
Ethan’s hands slid up her waist, pulling her back against him, his lips trailing over her skin.
“Stay,” he whispered.
Claire’s fingers trembled. “I can’t.”
He turned her in his arms, his dark eyes locking onto hers.
“Then tell me you regret it.”
Claire’s throat tightened.
She couldn’t.
She wouldn’t.
Because she didn’t.
Not even for a second.
And Ethan knew it.
His lips curled into a knowing smirk.
“I thought so.”
Then—he kissed her again.
And just like before, she let him ruin her all over again.
The Real World Comes Crashing Down
An hour later, Claire stood in front of her dorm mirror, trying to fix herself.
Trying to erase every trace of Ethan.
But her skin still burned where he had touched her.
Her lips were still swollen from his kisses.
Her reflection looked different.
Like she wasn’t the same girl who had walked into Ethan’s world last night.
Because she wasn’t.
Her phone buzzed again.
Ryan: Where are you?
Her stomach twisted.
What the hell was she supposed to say?
She grabbed her coat and ran.
Ryan Knows—And He’s Not Stupid
Ryan was waiting for her outside the café.
The moment Claire saw him, guilt slammed into her like a freight train.
He looked worried. Not angry. Not suspicious.
Just… concerned.
God, he didn’t deserve this.
“Claire,” Ryan breathed in relief, reaching for her hands. “Where the hell have you been?”
Claire swallowed. “I—”
Then Ryan’s expression changed.
His eyes darkened.
Because he saw it.
The marks on her neck.
The slightly puffy lips.
His hands slowly pulled away.
“Claire,” he said, his voice quieter. “Where were you last night?”
Her heart stopped.
Her mouth opened—but no sound came out.
And that’s when Ryan knew.
He took a step back.
“Oh my God.”
Claire’s stomach dropped.
“Ryan, I—”
“Ethan.” His voice was cold. Flat.
Claire felt herself tremble.
She had never seen him like this.
Ryan let out a sharp, bitter laugh. “Wow. You were with him, weren’t you?”
She flinched.
She couldn’t lie.
She wouldn’t.
Ryan’s jaw clenched. He took another step back, his hands shaking.
“I was right,” he whispered. “You’ve been slipping away from me for weeks, and I knew it. I just—I didn’t want to believe it.”
Claire’s throat burned. “Ryan, I never meant—”
He let out another sharp, humorless laugh.
“You never meant to what, Claire? Betray me?”
Tears pricked at her eyes. “I—”
“No,” Ryan cut her off. “You don’t get to apologize. Not after this.”
Claire felt her chest c***k open.
Ryan had always been good to her.
And now?
She had destroyed him.
Ryan exhaled shakily.
Then, in a voice so low and broken, he asked:
“Do you love him?”
Claire froze.
She felt her entire world tilt.
Because she didn’t know the answer.
And that alone terrified her.
Ryan saw the hesitation in her eyes.
And that was all he needed.
He nodded once.
Then—he walked away.
Leaving Claire standing there, shattered.
Ethan Wins. But At What Cost?
Ethan was waiting for her.
Of course, he was.
He always knew where to find her.
When Claire stumbled onto the rooftop that night, he was already there.
Leaning against the railing, his hands in his pockets.
Waiting.
Like he knew exactly how this would play out.
Claire let out a shaky breath. “Ryan knows.”
Ethan’s lips twitched. “Of course, he does.”
She swallowed, her heart still racing. “I—I don’t know what to do.”
Ethan stepped forward. Slow. Intentional.
“Yes, you do,” he murmured, his fingers tilting her chin up. “You already chose me, Claire.”
Her lips parted.
Ethan leaned in, his breath warm against her skin.
“There’s no turning back now.”
His lips brushed against hers—gentle this time.
And Claire?
She didn’t fight it.
Because he was right.
There was no going back.
Not anymore.
The Darkness Creeps In—A World That’s Breaking
That night, Claire dreamed again.
The wedding dress.
The whispered vows.
The feeling of wearing a ring.
But this time—
She saw his face.
And it was Ethan.
Her eyes snapped open.
Her breathing was ragged, fear gripping her chest.
Because now, she wasn’t just remembering.
She was terrified of what she was remembering.
Something was wrong with this world.
And somehow, deep down—
Claire knew Ethan had something to do with it.
(To Be Continued…)