(Zaira’s POV)
We buried the dead at dawn.
Another scout, another torn body, another name whispered and lost to the fog. This one had a wife. A baby not three weeks old. The mother didn’t cry. She just stared at the ashes as they scattered, arms folded like she was holding in the last pieces of herself.
Darion didn’t attend. Of course.
He hadn’t appeared since I confronted him about the failing defenses just sent Beta Lenn with a formal apology and yet another proclamation that he was “handling it.” Translation: he was sharpening his ego while the rest of us buried the bodies.
I stayed long enough to close the ritual, then returned to the front gates with two warriors at my side. The morning shift was rotating in, exhausted. There was tension in the air more than usual.
I knew that kind of tension.
Warriors whispering.
Something was wrong.
“Status?” I asked one of the guards posted at the northern watch.
He blinked and straightened fast. “Luna… you might want to come to the wall.”
So I did.
I stepped up, boots echoing against the guardwalk, the wind lifting the fringe of my cloak. There, below the slope of the outer barrier, where the path curved toward the forest stood a figure.
Tall. Silent. Hands at his sides, head bowed. Unarmed.
I couldn’t breathe.
For a second, all I saw were gold eyes and thunder.
Then I blinked, and the image blurred. He looked smaller somehow. Not diminished. Just… contained. Scarred. His cloak was tattered. One sleeve was torn at the elbow. His jaw bore several weeks of stubble and a long healing scar that ran from the edge of his eye down toward his neck.
The gateguard leaned in. “He says… his name is Kael.”
My heart dropped.
The blood drained from my fingers so fast I had to grip the ledge to stay upright.
Kael.
No.
No, he was gone. He ran.
He left without a word, left me, left the pack, left everything to rot under Darion’s rule.
He had no right to come back.
But still there he stood.
Real. Alive.
And silent.
I found my voice eventually. “Bring him in.”
The guards hesitated. One looked at the other, uncertain.
“Now,” I snapped.
They moved.
—
He was brought to the Council chamber under escort, surrounded but unbound. A calculated risk. Either he’d submit and survive the storm, or spark a fight he couldn’t win.
I stood at the back of the chamber when Darion entered.
He strolled in like he owned the air itself, eyes gleaming with that dangerous, amused disinterest he saved for moments like these. The ones that didn’t make sense yet the ones he couldn’t control until he’d gathered enough blood between his fingers.
Kael didn’t look at me.
Not once.
He kept his head low, shoulders square, eyes down.
Darion stopped at the head of the table, arms folded behind his back.
“So,” he said casually, “the prodigal wolf limps home.”
Kael said nothing.
I swallowed hard. My hands were shaking, and I didn’t know why.
I should’ve felt rage. Or maybe satisfaction. He’d come crawling back, hadn’t he? Ash-coated, dirt-ridden, a shell of what he once was.
But all I felt was… confusion.
Darion began to circle him like a crow around a corpse.
“No blade. No army. No threat.” His boots echoed through the marble floor. “Tell me, brother, what exactly are you doing here?”
Kael lifted his eyes for the first time.
I had forgotten how sharp they were.
Even dulled with weariness and shadow, they struck like a spear. They didn’t find me. They met Darion’s steady and unreadable.
“I’ve returned to submit.”
The room dropped into stunned silence.
Even I couldn’t hide my reaction a step back, unbidden. Submit?
That word had never belonged in his mouth.
Ever.
Darion’s face twitched. “To me?”
Kael’s expression didn’t shift. “To the pack.”
A clever answer.
One that let him sidestep the lie.
Darion sniffed, unimpressed. “We thought you dead. Or worse.”
Kael didn’t blink. “I was dead. Almost. But I’m not anymore.”
“And why would we accept a traitor?” Darion’s voice coiled around the word.
Kael’s gaze didn’t waver. “Because I have nowhere else to go. And because you like the sound of me kneeling.”
Darion laughed short and sharp. “You’ve always been the proud one, Kael. And now look. What exactly are you offering?”
“My strength. My sword. Nothing more.”
“No claim?”
“None.”
“No titles. No position. No pack within the pack?”
“Nothing. Just a place to earn my keep.”
Darion leaned in, studying him like a serpent eyeing a bleeding animal.
“And if I refuse?”
Kael’s head tilted slightly.
“Then exile me. Or kill me. But we both know the pack will talk either way.”
Silence stretched.
Darion didn’t like being cornered. Especially not in front of Council witnesses. Especially not with a scandal-magnet like Kael, whose name still echoed among the old warriors like a ghost story.
After a long beat, he straightened.
“You’ll be assigned to the outer patrol. You’ll answer to no one but me.” He turned to the guards. “Strip him of weapons. Brand him as a returned stray. Let the wolves see.”
And then he turned and walked away.
Just like that.
Dismissed.
Kael lowered his eyes again.
But I saw the flicker of something not shame.
Satisfaction.
My stomach twisted.
What the hell was he doing?
—
Hours later, I stood alone in the training arena, watching the torchlight flicker against stone walls stained with generations of battle.
Kael was back.
Alive.
Changed.
Why?
I couldn’t sleep. Couldn’t think.
He had abandoned me. And yet… the way he looked today, like he’d been broken, rebuilt, and hollowed it hadn’t been cowardice.
It had been something worse.
Something deeper.
I knew Kael like I knew my own heartbeat. Or I thought I had.
But now?
Now, I couldn’t tell if I’d truly loved him… or just loved the idea of him.
And somewhere deep in my chest, where a bond once lived, I felt nothing but ash.