As you are
940 Words
You're feeling isolate, and all kinds frustrate
But I love you as you are, love you as you are, yeah
And don't worry about the hate
It don't fit in those boxes they create
And it's tearing you apart, it's tearing you apart, yeah
And when you build those walls to keep you safe
It's like a prison you can't escape
You tear them down, you just might hear me say
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
You can come out of the shadows
They are only scared of what they don't know
But I love you as you are, love you as you are, yeah
Yeah, you waged this war within yourself
Wasting time dying in a shell
They don't define you, just know they never will
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are, yeah
I love you as you are, yeah
You're feeling isolate, and all kinds frustrate
But I love you as you are, love you as you are, yeah
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone, 'til it's gone, 'til it's gone
I love you as you are
(Hoo, hoo)
I love you as you are
(Hoo, hoo)
(Hoo, hoo)
When the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you as you are
Once we got caught by his mother, it was all about timing from the others.
When we got out of the water and went back to the house to eat, his mother looked at us then towards my parents. Its like she wanted to say something but didn't.
"So how was the water kids?" My mother asked.
"It was great. Just the right temp, you know. Not to cold or hot." I said moving my wet hair behind my ear.
"Oh, that's great. Later, your father and I will have to take a dip before bed." She said.
"Just don't get caught doing things that your not supposed to be doing." His mother had said making me look back at her.
When she said that, I looked at him and my breath just felt like it was being taken from me. I didn't feel right. I grabbed ahold of the table to make sure I wasn't going anywhere.
"Dear, are you okay?" My father asked me.
"Yeah, I'm great. I've never been better." I said trying to sound like nothing was up.
"Your looking kinda pale there, are you sure your okay?" My mother asked walking over towards me.
"Yea, mom I'm fine." I said then looked at my father. "Is it okay, I eat this in my room?" I asked.
"Yea, its okay." He said as he handed me my plate.
I grabbed the plate then speed walk into room with Q behind me with hers as well.
As well both walked in our room, we sat on our beds and started to eat. Or at least I tried to. Q, she kept asking me questions like why I was acting all weird all of a sudden.
I put my plate on the bed and looked at her and explained what had happened in the water after she had left us. She freaked a little bit got all excited.
"See I knew there was something up. I just knew." She said a little loud.
"Shh, his mother caught us."
"Oh s**t. Well your both 17 years old. Damn near grown."
"Yeah, well. I don't know how to tell my parents about us." I said first. "First off, this could be just a little spring fling. Maybe it was just a heat in the moment type of thing."
"What if it isn't? What if y'all leave here and it keeps going on? What if he wants to take you as his girlfriend?"
"If, I'm saying if, that happens then I'll come clean to my parents."
After I said what I said, I went back to eating and we talked about what we wanted to do during the time that were here.
We talked about the little carnival that was on the Pier down the beach. A cute little hang out, even if it is a date or not. Its wonderful.
I would love to get Glen alone on the Farris ride and be on top to look out and just kiss him again.
But like I had said, what if it isn't what he wants. Maybe he just wants one thing out of me. Just to get into my pants for the summer. Just to get laid, to lose their virginity. If he's even a virgin. If not, I am. And I ain't just ready yet. I want him to be the one that I want to take my v-card.
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