The Boy Next Door (on hold)

Preface

Sometimes I think I'm falling down

I wanna cry, I'm calling out

For one more try to feel alive

And when I feel lost and alone

I know that I can make it home

Fight through the dark and find the spark

Life is a risk, but I will take it

Close my eyes and jump

Together, I think that we can make it

Come on, let's run

And rise through the night, you and I

We will fight to shine together, bright forever

And rise through the night, you and I

We will fight to shine together, bright forever

In times that I doubted myself

I feel like I needed somе help

Stuck in my head with nothing left

I feel somеthing around me now

So unclear, lifting me out

I found the ground

I'm marching on

Life is a risk, but we will take it

Close my eyes and jump

Together, I think that we can make it

Come on, let's run

And rise through the night, you and I

We will fight to shine together, bright forever

And rise through the night, you and I

We will fight to shine together, bright forever

In times that I doubted myself

I feel like I needed some help

Stuck in my head with nothing left

And when I feel lost and alone

I know that I can make it home

Fight through the dark and find the spark

And rise (rise) through the night (through the night)

You and I (you and I)

We will fight to shine together (we will shine together)

Bright forever (bright forever)

And rise (rise) through the night (through the night)

You and I (you and I)

We will fight to shine together (we will shine together)

Bright forever

I thought what love was.

I thought I was in love or just loved the idea of love, I guess. I've seen so many people fall in and out of love so many times, I thought that would never be me.

It was like having neighbors move in and out next door for years. Or getting a new job after working at one for 6 months. Just long enough to have something for my income taxes.

I thought long and hard on what I was in so many time after a fight and I always told myself nope, I'm not gonna do it. I'm in this for the long run.

Then once I was free, I told myself I wouldn't ever go back to that ever again not until he had showed up.

It was the car, that brought him to me. Or was it my ass sticking out from under the hood. But after those long nights thinking of who he was and what we were gonna be together.

It was the end and I was happy with how it went.

It was a happy ending for us and I hoped it would stay like that.