Chapter 7: Where the Silence Settles
It was silent here. Not peaceful. Just... hollow.
Darkness clung to Landon like breathless sleep. No floor. No sky. Just void. An endless, suffocating stillness where even thoughts dissolved.
He wasn't falling. He wasn't standing. He simply... was.
Time didn’t pass here. Nothing did. It was neither a memory nor a dream, only a space stripped of feeling, of direction, of purpose. A space where even pain didn’t hurt anymore — it simply became part of the fabric.
And at first, that was fine. Landon didn’t reach out. Didn’t resist. Here, there was no expectation. No cold marble floors or voices to fight off. No lies or truths waiting to be unearthed. but most importantly no hurt and no choices.
For the first time in years, there was nothing he had to be. And in that emptiness... he began to feel strangely at peace.
But peace is not the same as healing. It is not wholeness. It is surrender and despite not being thrilled about being forced to submission he had no idea how to heal, how to let her and move on with his life.
he knew if he decided to he would never wake up and maybe that would be best for everyone for if she hadn't needed him, what good is his existence?
"I'm tired." His voice echoed in the darkness, a hollow whisper drowned out by the silence.
In that endless dark, something inside him quietly began to ache — not violently, but steadily. Like a whisper trying to crawl out of a sealed box.
It came slowly at first — a thought, a shape, a c***k in the void.
*Is this all that’s left of me?*
Then another:
*Is this what it means to finally feel nothing?*
And just when he thought he might fold into the quiet completely — vanish into its formless comfort — he felt it.
A flicker.
A single pulse of golden light. Barely visible at first, so faint he thought he’d imagined it.
Then it pulsed again.
And again.
Not violently. Not demanding. Just... present.
It was warm.
The darkness resisted at first, trying to smother it. But the light held steady, like a hand extended without expectation.
And then — a voice.
Soft. Familiar. Not spoken aloud, yet ringing clear.
"You are not broken beyond repair, Landon. You are not unworthy of being seen. I know it hurts... but you don’t have to carry it alone. Not this time."
It was Aurora's voice. Not pleading. Not demanding. Just... believing.
Something deep within him cracked open.
He reached for the light.
His fingers brushed it.
And it swallowed the dark.
—
Landon gasped, breath clawing its way back into his lungs.
He lay on his side in the wet field, grass tangled in his hair, suit damp and ruined. His heart thundered in his chest like it was trying to catch up with life. A trail of crushed pills glimmered in the grass beside him — like regret scattered in plain sight.
And his phone was ringing.
noting the caller ID, he answered with shaking fingers.
“Aurora?”
Her voice was gentle. "Hi... just checking in. Did you get home safely?"
He closed his eyes. Shame curled at the edge of his throat. That should’ve been his line.
But Aurora always beat him to it. she was considerate like that, never throwing a tantrum but always making sure she showed how much she loved him at every chance she got.
"A lovely girl dead set on an undeserving log." Landon thought internally, a bitter smile escaping his firmly pressed lips
“Not home yet,” he murmured pausing briefly before continuing. “I’m... I’m in an open field.”
A pause followed from her side. Then softly she said, “I figured as much. You probably needed the peace after tonight.”
She hesitated. “Are you alone?”
“Yes,” he replied. “I had the driver get out so I could drive myself.” He knew she could tell that was the softened version of the truth, and the memory of his crazed behavior towards his chauffeur made him flush in embarrassment.
Instead of calling him out, she chuckled. Her tone took on a playful note. “Thank you for telling me the truth, but you shouldn’t stay out too long in the cold. It’s bad for you,” she added, then lowered her voice, teasing, “Also... you should probably go back for the poor man you left stranded. He must be worried sick about how he's going to explain losing *the* great Sedrick Wellesley’s grandson. We both know some people are convinced he eats people for breakfast, and I’m pretty sure your chauffeur doesn’t want to be on his next menu.”
Despite everything, a faint laugh escaped him. “You’re right. I’ll go back for him. Right after this call.”
He could feel her smile through the phone. “Good. I’m glad.”
Then, her voice softened again, almost a whisper:
“And Landon... don’t be in a hurry to let her go yet. I don’t want you to force yourself to forget. I know she was — and maybe still is — important to you. So take your time. Heal. And I’ll be here... taking those little steps with you, hoping that one day, I’ll make a little space for myself in your heart.”
“Goodnight, Landon. And in case you forgot... I love you.”
She hung up before he could respond.
He stared at the screen for a long moment unsure of how he should feel. Then, slowly, he scrolled to another number and pressed dial.
It connected instantly.
“Sir?”
“Are you still at the overlook?”
“Yes,” the driver replied. “Miss Aurora had guessed you'd need space, so before we left the party venue, she had asked me to stay put and wait wherever you left me.”
Of course she had.
She was Aurora. The girl who radiated softness but saw everything. The girl who gave him nothing but grace and never asked for anything in return.
And suddenly, the weight of it all — her goodness, his silence — pressed hard against his chest.
For the first time, he felt guilty.
“Sir?” the driver asked again.
“I’ll be there in fifteen,” Landon said, recollecting himself, then ended the call.
As he walked back toward the car, brushing dew from his sleeves, he whispered to no one in particular:
“You never have to speak, but I always hear you. I only ask that you reach out to me in return.”
He paused.
That voice in the light and the voice that had wrestled with the other — both *had* been Aurora’s.
She’d pulled him from the edge without even being there.
And the most terrifying part?
He was starting to need her.