Steal your wings and fly

whats wrong with me?

   Chapter 2  What's wrong with me?

Shit s**t s**t! How can I dream about Mack like that!? I must be going crazy, I've never really thought about her in that way so why am I dreaming of her? “ What are you so deep in thought about?” I turn around to find Mack with a concerned look on her face. “ I- I um. It's nothing. I have to go, I'm late for first period!”I run out of there as fast as possible. f**k. She can't just sneak up on people like that. “ Who?” I'm too deep in thought to realize that there is someone in front of me. But before I can I run smack dab into them and get pulled down to the ground with them.

 “ Oh bloody hell, watch where you're going!!” the person angrily yells at me. Her soft warm body underneath me, combined with her deep voice that's as thick and smooth as honey. I can't help but think of how attractive they are without even seeing their face. OH. Who even is this?? “Soo, are you going to get off of me now? It would be pretty awkward if any of the others saw us.” 

“Yea. you're right.”

Without trying to regain my balance I try and abruptly stand up, only to fall back down. Down, and back on top of the woman. But this time… I catch myself just inches before her soft delicate lips touch mine. “ If you wanted a kiss all you had to do was ask.” Erin sits upon the dorm floor so we're sitting face to face while I’m straddling her. I can't believe I thought of Erin as hot...or attractive. But the more I look at her… the sexier she looks. I'm still on top of her but I don't want to move. She moves her hand carefully to move a few stray hairs behind my ears.

 I lean a little closer into her and meet her intense gaze. It's like I'm falling into a deep gray lake of her and I wish I could go deeper. “ You want to strip naked, and rub your fat little thing in your pants all over my thigh while begging me to do you.” Her words immediately snap me out of the trance and back into complete consciousness. “ And what if I don't??” the words fall off of my tongue before I even got to think about it. But instead of being angry, an interested but shocked grin falls across her perfect face that makes me shiver. This time getting up was easier, especially because I wanted to leave, and quickly.

The rest of the day went pretty smoothly, but I still can’t get what happened earlier off my mind. Erin’s soft lips, plus the weird way she looked at me. It felt like my conscience was slipping away. Ok, the last part was really weird, and how she told me what I supposedly wanted. She’s such an arrogant asshole, thinking I’m just going to bend over like some puppy. Well, she’s highly f*****g mistaken.