Eleonora: I managed to escape, and I wandered for many months before finding where my sister was. I was pregnant and too far along to do anything about it. My sister couldn't have a child, so I offered to adopt the little one after telling her my story. It's not that I don't love the little one, I love him with all my heart, but every time I see him, I relive my past, and I was afraid that love wouldn't be enough, that I would end up hating him. As for your requests to call each other by your names, the pack I come from got us used to always calling someone by their title, even if they told us to call them by their name, if we did it, we were punished. So, it's so deeply ingrained in me that I have to force myself not to do it. I'm going to make an effort to call you by your name, but plea
