Chapter 4
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Trent's POV
My eyes are swollen from crying listening to my mate blaming herself for all the death that has happened, its breaks my heart seeing her like this, what else can i do to try and get her to see that this is not her fault, remembering our first fight where i blamed her for my fathers death i still feel so ashamed of it, it wasn't because of her.
My father was a Beta and he would do the same thing over and over again he died with honor serving his Alpha and making sure that the Heir to the kingdom was protected he died serving his pack.
*FLASH BACK*
"Sapphire why, why do you have to do this JUST STOP IT we are battling to get our numbers no one wants to believe us, they have heard the stories of our pack been dead we don't need to give up our lives too...."
"Why do you seem to have to prove a point all the time, we cant keep doing this i refuse to believe that this is all you want, my dad died trying to save your life, i lost apart of my family already and i do not want to... no no i refuse to loose anyone else...." i yell at her
Sighing.......
"we have Phoebe to think about, my mom your mom and brother and sister lets just stay and live" I told her softly
The way she looked at me with brokenness, sadness all over her face, broke my heart she is tired, i am tired we have been through so much in the first year..
She drops her head letting out a long breath, then lifts her head looking right at me saying
"Trent your right i killed your father its because of me you nearly lost your mom as well, i understand that we have Phoebe and our families so i wont hold it against you if you want to be here with them. I will not ask you to join me on this last attempt to try get help to bring my family to safety, Phoebe and I will never be safe until my Uncle the monster who started all of this is dead he will keep coming"
My eyes widen by her words s**t s**t i blamed her for my fathers death, me and my big mouth when i'm angry but she is right he wont stop till HE has killed her, even thou we fail she stays positive i need to be there for her.
I go on my knees to ask her forgiveness i say"Saph i'm so sorry baby please forgive me i didn't meant it like that and you are right HE is not going to stop" i take a deep breath "baby what can i do to help you i love you unconditionally even if we have to do this till our last breath we will overcome anything as long as i have you by my side, I LOVE YOU SAPH"
She looks down at me and i see tear's sliding down her cheeks as she takes a step forward goes down to her knees looking directly at me "I LOVE YOU TO BABE I know you don't mean it like that its just gets to much sometimes" she whisper her words barely audible, not being able to speak up as she sobs but i heard them i learn forward cupping her face and kissed her gently pulling her closer to me....
*END FLASH BACK*
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