One worst thing about being raped is that the nightmare of how it happened keeps haunting, I dreamt Tony was back again , I woke up and cried , it was so terrifying , luckily my husband was there to comfort and sooth me to sleep , I don't want him to get worried about me , I will get over the trauma someday I just need to take one day at a time. When I woke up in the morning I was so horny , wierd right . Enrique' wasn't in bed. I headed to have a shower . I looked outside the window , Lola was basking under the sun with the twins . Enrique' joined me later on in the shower and yes we had some great steamy s*x in the shower . ********************** We had invited every one of our closest friends and family , I also invited Bianca . Ray and Alex made it thanks to Enrique havin

