I hadnt had great sleep as Tony would torment me in my dreams , telling me to kill myself of he will come for me and my family and friends and would by far worse torment my son forever !
I just couldnt take my own life I began to pray asking God to help me just as he helped me restore my marriage .
What would be of my kids if i killed myself, Enrique' would be devastated he may go crazy .
I drove the kids to school , had a singalong session as I took them to school, I dropped the twins first kissed them goodbye then drove to drop Lorde to school .
"Mommy am scared ."he said.
"Why honey ? "I asked .
" something bad is gonna happen mommy "he said .
" am here to protect you honey everything is going to be okay "I said . Suddenly my brakes failed , you have to be f*****g ki
