forgotten memories
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Amara pov
Ashton honey it's time to get up you going to be late I hollered at my two year old son I had to drop him off at daycare and then I had to go to the Castle now if you are wondering if his father is in our life no it was a one-night stand but I don't remember any of it all I know is I went to the ball at Alpha Jackson's house because I was invited by his Luna we were friends but you say a witch in werewolf territory was I crazy no I really wasn't but where I come from witches and werewolves get along and we sometimes fall in love but this wasn't love you can call it lust he was so freaking fine I'm talking about 6'4 light brown complexion and a low fade dude had green eyes come on now a girl had to be crazy not to get a piece of that but it was something about him I didn't like the way the other girls were looking at him I wanted him I had to have him so when he stepped to me and asked me my name I told him Cinderella because that's was how I felt like I were and he was my prince charming so call me crazy because we was just supposed to talk. I don't remember anything from that night all I know is 2 Weeks later I was pregnant and aching I knew I would never see him again , but I wish I could now that I have his son and I'm pretty sure he was an alpha so he probably already forgot about me still didn't understand why I felt like I belong to him and him to me I knew it wasn't going to never work because I was a high witch and had my own covenant so I couldn't be with him ,but God did I want to at 18 who wouldn't have wanted that cutie to pay you attention. he did and I knew he was coming to look for me ,but he probably just want his kid pretty sure he knows he has a kid but when my son asks about his father. I tell him he is a gift my one and only true love, but to myself if I was to ever see his father again I would kick his ass. No condom come on dude we didn't even know each other ,but thank you though for this gift that you gave me he probably be with someone else probably mad I already know and that was 2 years ago but I still do remember the kiss they were so soft and when he touched me wait I might have dreamed that up because he was my first kiss,my first everything actually but I hope he's happy because I know I am my son is all I need right now but I will be going back to Paris to see my friend again for Christmas maybe I'll see him again and I can tell him I have his kids but you say love is always a two way street and in my point of view it's a bunch of b******* because if love was so true why did he leave me and never searched for me again I don't understand because I thought he liked me maybe he did but I did get up and walk away I was so embarrassed of myself from let myself get caught up in his sweet words and touches and kisses I was 18 I wanted to experience what my friends talked about and I did but I was a fool to fall in love after just one f**k so call me stupid you can even call me dumb because maybe I was but he had me stuck and still do oh fuck
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