We freeze in the doorway. My apartment is trashed. The furniture is upturned, cushions were thrown about. I don’t have much in this apartment but what is here has been tossed like a caesar salad. “Stay here,” Jay commands. I nod, clutching my chest. What if they’re still here. What if they have a weapon? Apprehension soaks my skin. “Jay!” I call out. “It’s ok. I think whoever it was gone. We should call the police.” Jay appears at the mezzanine balcony, reaching into his back pocket to retrieve his phone “No!” I rush toward Jay. Please don’t. It won’t help.” He looks like he’d like to argue with me, but for now, at least, he frowns and pockets his phone. I make my way upstairs to join Jay. In my bedroom, the draws are emptied. The few clothes I own are strewn all over the floo

