*** Ayla *** So much for seducing my boss with awesome business ideas in my sexy black dress. The trip to Las Vegas was far more exciting than anticipated. And not in a good way. The two death scares were enough to keep me high on adrenalin for the remainder of the week. Occasionally I wonder how my body is able to sustain this level of constantly heightened senses. Eating has been a struggle. Most of what I do eat comes back up. I don’t know how these military men and women cope with this kind of stress on deployments. Or police officers. It must be nerve-wracking for the families too, wondering if today is the day their loved ones’ luck runs out. Getting shot at has me awfully spoked. Jay thought, seems fine. Maybe he’s hiding it well to make me feel better. We haven’t talked about

