Diary of Secrets (bxbxbxb)

Chapter 14

Sebastian's P.O.V

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"Oh my gosh look at the penguins, Bash!" Jace exclaimed running over to the glass. He put both his hands and rammed his nose into the glass. I chuckled walking up behind him, observing the animals at a less odd stance. 

"I wish I could have them as pet, like in 'Mr. Popper's Penguins'" he said while moving to follow a penguin that was swimming in the water.  Surprisingly, when Jace put his finger on the glass, the penguin began to follow it back and forth while it swam. He squealed in delight as he began to make big circles and swirlies on the glass for the penguin to follow. Moments like this, reminds me just how much I love and adore him. The way his eyes light up seeing the animals, makes my heart feel all warm and fuzzy. 

"Come on, let's move on to the next exhibit" I said tugging on the side of his shirt. The zoo had different areas for all the exhibits. For example, Jungle, Safari, Ocean, Northern/Snow and Farm areas. We moved on to the Jungle exhibits. There were tortoises, frogs in cubicles, alligators, sloths, etc. Jace would stop and take pictures of himself with the animals he thought were adorable. We were passing by the python tank and Jace made sure to walk on the farthest part of the walkway from it.

"It can't touch you, it's behind like 2inch of glass" I chuckled.

"I can see it's beady eyes watching me, Bash!" he shivered and started walking faster and I just burst out laughing. "Ooooh Tigers!" He exclaimed running to the glass with the beautiful majestic cats. Tigers are my personal favorite. I've been wanting a tattoo of one for forever now, but with school and work, just don't have the time. 

"Where are they going?" he pouted. 

"They are probably going outside to stroll around Jay" I reasoned. There was a doorway that the tigers were entering and exiting through, that connected to the indoor viewing area. He ran out of the sliding doors at the end of the Jungle themed area and ran to take pictures of them outside. I quickly followed him out. "Hey, don't lean too far over the ledge. We don't need you to be their dinner" I joked and he scoffed.

"I wish they were like the ones on youtube, where they cuddle and lick their human companions" He sighed "That'd be the best snuggle time"

"I could give better snuggles" I commented 

"You aren't furry like them, but I wouldn't mind your snuggles either"

"Oh, you wouldn't mind" I rolled my eyes and he laughed. We then began our stroll to the Ocean theme exhibits. We walked through the sliding doors into dim lighting, blue glowing from each aquarium tank. We viewed the biggest tank that held sharks, eels, sea turtles and some miscellaneous fish. On each side of the tank, there were these half bubbles that give you the perception of being in the water with the creatures. So, we found an empty one and laid down in the bubble.  There was an eel lying against the curve of the bubble. 

"Creepy" Jace laughed while some fish swam just above our heads. I looked over at Jace and just watched him as he observed the sea animals. The blue glow of the aquarium, illuminating his beautiful face. He must've sensed my stare because he then looked over at me with a small smile "What?"

"You're so beautiful, Jace" I simply said while bringing my hand to the side of his face and tucking some of his hair behind his ear. He blushed and said a small 'thanks' 

"I mean it" I leaned over and slowly captured his lips in a slow kiss. He smiled against my lips, holding the sides of my face. "I love you" I whispered while briefly pulling apart to rest my forehead against his. HIs eyes twinkled in the blue light. 

" I love you too Bash" he whispered back before reconnecting our lips. 

"Excuse me" a small voice said. We broke apart and looked toward our feet to see a little girl standing there. "Can I use this bubble, please?" she asked shyly. Jace cooed and I replied with an "Of course" and we scooted out.

"Are you guys boyfriends?" she asked as we fully got out of the bubble.

"Why yes we are" I told her while wrapping my arm around Jace. 

"My dad has a boyfriend too!" she exclaimed with a smile pointing over to a man being fed cotton candy by another man. 

"That's cool! Nice to meet you little one, have fun!" I said and she waved excitedly before hopping in the bubble. I tugged Jace along to a short open tank where you can touch the stingrays and leopard sharks when they swim by. 

"They aren't gonna eat my hand are they?" He asked cautiously

"Jace, we have been here before, have you never tried touching them?" I asked with an eyebrow raised. He just bit his lip and rocked back and forth on his feet. I rolled my eyes "No, they are not going to eat your hands"

We spent a good five minutes trying to reach the creatures swimming by but nothing. Jace huffed "They won't let me touch them" he complained. 

"Let's move to a different spot" I ushered him down the glass. Here, there was a leopard shark just chilling at the bottom of the tank. "Okay, I'll hold you and you reach down" He nodded and I grabbed on to his hips as he bent down, elbow deep into the water.

"It's slimy feeling!" He exclaimed happily, stroking the shark's back. After he was done petting the shark, we washed our hands and looked at the dolphins, jellyfish, seahorses and coral reef simuli.

 We eventually left the Ocean and went onward to the Safari. There was a giraffe feeding going on and I paid for Jace and I to feed them. We got our handful of food and waited for the workers to usher us to the railing. We slowly walked over, so we didn't drop any of the food and we put it up over the railing. Two giraffes let their long tongues curl around on our hands, scooping up the food. I asked one of the workers to film so we can show our brothers when we got home. Jace giggled "It tickles" It was a fun experience, I could tell Jace was having a blast. 

We walked through the Northern/snow as well as the Farm sections to end our visit. We hopped into my car and I told him we had to go to the grocery store still.

"What are you thinking for dinner?" I asked as I started our way to the store. 

"Homemade pizza, Dakota has been wanting pizza for awhile now" he said 

"Yes he has" I chuckled "You're so adorable, thinking about others" I ruffled his hair and he tried swatting it away. 

"I just love you guys" he shrugged. 

We arrived at the super market, grabbing a cart and Jace decided to climb in the cart. I gave him a funny look and he just looked at me innocently, batting his eyelashes. I just shook my head and began down the aisles.

"So, we need....pepperoni, cheese, and the dough kit. I am too lazy to make it 'homemade' homemade" I said as I grabbed some cranberry juice. "Any other toppings that you would like?"

"Can I make a Hawaiian pizza?" he asked me while looking at the pineapples. He gave my the puppy dog eyes and a pouty lip. 

"Fine" I sighed "You're the only one who eats though, so we can make a small pizza of that" and he nodded enthusiastically. We grabbed the pineapples then the dough kit that was in the next aisle over. After that we headed to the refrigerated section to grab the pepperoni and cheese.

"Can we grab a pie for dessert?" Jace asked and I nodded so he picked out a triple berry pie, a group favorite. We checked out and we made our way back to the car to head home.

Jace's P.O.V

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I had such a great time with Sebastian today, we took a lot of photos together with all different animals and I'm so excited to show the video of us feeding the giraffes to Damon and Dakota. We are currently parking the car and I grabbed the dessert while Sebastian said he grabbed the grocery bags. I made my way into the house and a groan came from the living room. I walked quietly around the corner and halted as I watched Dakota on his knees, bobbing his head on Damon's d**k. It was so mesmerizing, the way Dakota hummed while he worked his mouth up and down. The moans and groans coming from Damon, were simply melodic, as he had both hands guiding Dakota's head. I licked my lips, getting aroused watching them.

"Mmmm someone's getting a treat" Sebastian commented while walking in behind me "Hot, isn't it?" whispered and all I could do was nod. Sebastian continued on into the kitchen to put away the groceries. 

"f**k Dakota, keep going baby...almost there" Damon groaned out, gripping Dakota's hair as he thrusted his hips into his mouth. Dakota's eyes bored into Damon's as he let him f**k his mouth. I know. I shouldn't just stand here and watch but it was like live action porn, happening right in front of me. Dakota's eyes flickered to mine and gave a wink before returning his gaze to Damon. I watched as Dakota brought his hand up to Damon's balls and start massaging them. With a few more thrusts into his mouth,  Damon threw his head back against the sofa and jerked his hips with a prolonged groan. Dakota continued to bob his head but slowed his pace, he licked up Damon's length and then swallowed. 

"Thank you baby, I needed that" he panted while lifting his head back up to look at Dakota. He brushed his thumb over Dakota's cheek. Then simultaneously they looked over at me and I instantly reddened.

"Sorry...uhm..sorry...we're making pizza for dinner" I mumbled and scratched the back of my head then darted to the kitchen. "Why am I so embarrassing?" I asked the rhetorical question as Sebastian started mixing the ingredients for the dough together. 

"I would've watched too or would've started on you" he winked at me before laughing. I covered my face "Baaaaash, stop" I groaned 

"It's true, but I know you aren't ready for that and I had to start dinner so anyway" he trailed off "Will you drain the pineapples?" he asked gesturing to the can on the counter. I sauntered over to the lazy susan that had a spatula holder on it and grabbed the can opener. I twisted the top off and began draining the pineapples as Dakota and Damon entered the kitchen. I kept my eyes on the can as it emptied and I shook it to make sure there was no juice still in there. 

"Aww, I would've drank the juice" Dakota said then leaned in close to my ear "You know what they say about eating pineapples, right?" he asked.

"No, what?" I asked softly

"It makes you taste sweeter...if you know what I mean" I looked at him and he winked and I flushed.

"Stop torturing the poor boy" Sebastian said playfully shoving Dakota

"What? That's just what they say" Dakota laughed and shrugged "Have yet to try it out though" he smirked at me. 

"Damon" Sebastian said to change topics. I sent a silent thank you. "How was your day?" he continued after Damon gave him his attention. 

"Stressful, had two quizzes at school and then a difficult couple at work" he huffed "But Dakota helped relieve some of the stress" He grabbed Dakota's face and kissed his cheek. 

"Ahh I see, I'm sorry dear, anything I can do now that I am home?" Sebastian asked wrapping his arms around Damon's waist. They are so lovey dovey ever since I found out about them, well after I found out that they found out that I found out. Anyway, it makes me feel....awkwardish? like I totally want to be that way, but it's still so new and I just don't want to dive head first. Maybe I'm just afraid that they would get overwhelmed with it if I did. Like in any new relationship, you don't want to potentially scare the others off. Ya know?

"Jace?" Sebastian questioned

"Huh?" I refocused my attention, all three were staring at me expectantly. 

"I asked if you would get the two pans out, to spread the dough, please?" 

"Oh, yeah sure" I quickly said and went to the cupboard to grab the two pans. One small for my pizza and one larger one for the pep pizza.

"You okay?" he asked me, concern evident on his face when I set the pans down on the counter. 

"Yup" I popped the 'p' 

"We're gonna watch a movie til dinner is done" Dakota said grabbing Damon's hand and leaving for the living room.

"Really, are you okay?" Sebastian asked as soon as they were out of the kitchen.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I am just thinking" I said as we both spread dough on the pans.

"About?" he questioned, patting the middle of the dough to make a thicker crust edge.

I sighed "It's just.....you guys are so lovey dovey, like carefree about it and I want to be but I am also just afraid to be....I don't want you guys thinking I don't love you by not showing you enough or to overwhelm you all by loving on too much" I explained.

"I'm sorry Jace, if you want us to level it down a little until you're more comfortable, we can"

"No, no that's not what I mean....It's cute, honestly, I just worry about me in the equation" I said slowly and softly.

"We love you either way Jay, smother us or not, we know you love us too" He said with a smile.

"It is nice being open about affection now though...well besides when mom is home" he laughed. He poked his finger in some flour and turned to me. I looked at him with a quirked eyebrow.

"Remember, your pace with however you want to handle things in this relationship love" he booped my nose, getting flour on it. I crossed my eyes to look at the flour and he giggled. I poked my finger in some flour too and booped his nose.

"Now, we're matching" I smiled brightly at him before getting on my tippy toes to peck him on the lips. We went back to making sure our pizza dough was perfect for a crust before we put the toppings on and put it in the oven. We put the timer on and went into the living room where we heard rustling and grunts. Dakota and Damon were wrestling on the floor.

"What are you guys wrestling about now?" Sebastian questioned, plopping on the sofa. 

"I wanted to watch 'Never Back Down' and Damon took the remote away again" Dakota said exasperatedly as Damon had him in his go to headlock move. I noticed the remote on the floor and quickly swiped it, sitting on the sofa next to Sebastian. He chuckled when he seen me start scrolling through Netflix. Damon and Dakota not paying attention still. I hummed at Sebastian and nodded my head toward the screen when I picked out 'Jumanji' in question and he nodded so I pressed play. As soon as the movie started, Damon and Dakota stopped and looked at the screen and then at us. We stared, blinking at them.

"You didn't have it the whole time?!" Dakota yelled at Damon 

"No, I thought you still had it" Damon retorted. I shook my head at the buffoons. My cute buffoons.

"Shhh, watch the movie" I chuckled and patted the spot next to me and both climbed in with Sebastian and I. 

Shortly into the movie, the oven beeped and Sebastian and I went in to grab out the pizza and cut it. 

"Dinner's done!" We called out at the same time. We all got our slices and ate our pizza, and Sebastian and I showed them our pictures and video while we ate. Dinner finished and we watched the rest of the movie before it was bedtime. I smiled and thought 'Today was a good day.'